u noe i have learnt that its best to shut up and keep quiet.. u talk too much also wrong.. yesterday i was downstairs having dinner.. and my idiot brother was sitting next to me.. and he took such a big space up! and he open his legs wide open like so bloody big boss when he is not even one! he sucks! give me a break.. and he was stepping on my feet and this fat ass does not even noe he is stepping on me.. maybe because he is damn bloody feaky fat to noe he was stepping on me!! WTH! and i told him hey u r stepping on me! then he was like wat la not happy then dun sit next to me! hey ee lunn this is a note to u! no one wanted to sit next to u! bloody fat ass! have some consideration will u! u only noe how to act in front of ur gf! and act in front of her like oh i am so sweet to everyone! hey u r not! stop acting! i dun feaky care if u want to talk to me anot! u can dun talk to me for ur whole life and i dun bloody hell care! and when he said that to me.. my father was like hey shut up ah! this is my day! and shit la! my father another one! he was complaining abt how long the food was taking to come.. and i had it la.. i told him hey pa stop complaining! u have been complaining for the whole day! it does not mean its father's day means u can complain! complaining is for women! wake up! u r a man!!!!! so the both angry wit me la! then my mother side my bro! thinking he is rite! pls la.. if no one tells them then i got to be the one who tells them rite? come on la give me a break! i am so piss off la! if no one wants to be the devil then i will be! i dun mind! i dun care if i spoiled ur day! assholes! give me some peace la!

drumming 2005! haha damn cool! it is the first time i actually drum! i was playing the kompang! and i miss it so much! we started practice on wed.. it was very cool! we learnt a lot of different beats! i like beat 1 and 5! beat 5 made us dance alot man! hahahas! after drumming i went out wit dy and man for dinner.. and we had alot of jokes.. then thurs came.. i got to noe two more ppl! its izzat and pooh bear! hahah.. they r damn funny ppl! esp izzat! he became my ah bung! it means big brother! it is really great getting to noe them.. hung out wit izzat, dy and lokman alot! haha.. then in the afternoon we had this special guy brian came to hear us play. and he showed us how he played the drum. wow the way he played it was cool! and night again had dinner it man and dy. the next day practice started at 2pm and ended at 9pm.. all the schs came to my sch to have a combine practice.. hehe.. then yesterday! was the BIG day! it ws so cool! we had cameras everywhere! and when my friends and i saw the camera we will quickly run towards it and make funny faces! haha! we had shirts given to us also! it was really fun! i really love the practices and the whole event.. it was really cool.. this event got me new friends.. and taught me how to drum.. its cool la! hehehe! hohoho! i love the kompang!

now is 2.03am and i am still awake.. feeling tired.. but i was thinking of getting the groupings for YC retreat done.. somehow i think i will juz keep it and do it later in the day.. but i have been doing that for the past one week! groupings.. hmmm got to think who i want to group.. anyway my good old buddy gordon is back from australia.. i am very happy to see him.. =) he will be back for a mth.. but a mth is like so fast.. really fast.. so must appreciate time wit him.. hmm really tired.. *yawn* sorry la i had a kinda busy day yesterday.. i was so busy at home.. tired.. hehe.. maybe i will slp.. i think i am going to have a sore throat.. pain! =( i think tmr will be ok.. i hope.. love u all..