WARNING! This is going to be a VERY VERY VERY LONG POST! do just read the first few sentence if you don't want to go on!


Today is the day. 20th july 2007. 2007 2007 is the day i got my driving license! i am happy to get my license! but sad because i have to leave a very nice and patient bunch of people. they are none other than my driving instructors. in no order of merit, they are Clifford Chiam, Edmond Poh, Nizan Bin Ali, TanTiang Yew, Vincent Ng, Ken Gay, Michael Koh, Jimson Ho, Ronson Siong, Joesph Wee, Jay, Ivin Bay, Paul Beh, Peh Kim Hock, Abdul Rahim, Soh Chee Seng, Nor Harris, Edmund Loke, Mohd Said, Francis Teo, Andrew Ng, Zulkifli Isnin, Arthur Lian and lastly some instructor who taught me my first night drive. He didn't put his name down! And two other people, my warm up instructors! the first one is a malay (nice guy) and today Slyvester. =) ah and i know where almost everyone of them stay! *cheeky smile* You may be wondering wau lau this woman got so many instructors! Actually i didn't realised i had so many different instructors until i was typing this down. I had Vincent Ng and Ronson Siong as my instructors most of the time when i was learning. When it came to revision its almost all of the above. So it was only a 1 time or 2 times experiences with them. =) Some 3 times a experience, most of them love to talk and i love to talk and it really keeps me distracted of all my nervousness. Some are just quiet. =) maybe shy!!!!



Let me tell you some of the experiences i had, e.g Clifford, i remembered he took me at night he was taking over someone elses shift and he was PRACTICALLY SPEAKING TO ME IN CHINESE!!!!! AIYO! He had nothing much to share at that time but i knew i gave him a shock of his life and he gave me mine. He also saw me making very much a funny face to him. Second time he wasn't taking anyone's shift. He was on his own shift, so he was talking alot and sharing to me about part of his life. Had many jokes too, i felt he was very real and genuine. =) i just felt he was very much different from the rest of the instructors i have met. He is not handsome nor cute but i guess there is just something that makes him so attractive. Maybe because he is so real. and we were joking if we are fated to meet we will exchange numbers but nah! it never happened! =) A few days before my first test i saw him and he was talking to me asking me hey u fail your test ah? why you come back? i was like i never fail la! i haven't took it yet. He was like oh oh! ok la can pass la! Don't worry. But somehow the company took him off manual and put him into auto. so sad! he looks so funny now! with so much gel on his hair! i really don't know whats wrong with his hair! IT LOOKS SO SO WRONG NOW!


Second it was Nizan, i had a very much a 3 times experience with him. First time we met he was so nice, we were practically joking and joking! felt very happy driving with him around. Second time both of us were very quiet because i think he had receive a complain letter so wasn't much in a mood and i didn't want to make things worse so i just kept very much quiet. But he was still smiley! Third time! was yesterday! haha how fated right? my last revision before my second test! i feel he is very observent. Even though i was joking, laughing and talking rubbish. He could somehow see through me. He said ann nee i think something is wrong with you. i said really? He said yes the first time i met you, you were so bubbly and active. But today you are just different. he was right i wasn't very much myself yesterday. Today came along and nizan made sure i was fine, messaged me to see if am fine and he even took time from his student to see me drive off first in my test car. This kind of ah bang (big brother) where to find? He was even driving around with his student to see if i was doing fine in the circuit! haha and he saw me strike kerb! AH!


Third, Edmond Poh! He is BOTAK! i remembered not much about him because i got him only 2 times in the earlier days of my driving! and both times on steering wheel, he refused to pass me for the first lesson and had to go back to finish up that lesson with him. Somehow somewhere i got him for the second lesson. He was fierce? i would say not really just strict.Alot of instructors has asked me this before, edmond poh?! Fierce? i was like no he never scold me before. Just slightly raised his voice. He also threatens me to sleep in the car while i drive and i am like HUH? how can?! He is a good instructor so whoever has him before must appreciate it! But he does not remember me anymore, or maybe he does i don't know. DAO! Clifford and him are said to be quite good colleagues. SMOKING BUDDIES LA! i have seen edmond puff two in 1 minute. its so terrible.

Fourth, ah i don't know why i want to share with you about him la. He is such a bitch! He is Jimson. The last i heard of him that he has been transfer to the Kovan side. He taught me auto car. when you are a manual student you have to learn one lesson on auto car. and yes so i got him to teach me the auto car. We had fun in the car joking and laughing. Shouting at each other. It was really ok he wasn't too bad for a instructor but i heard from other instructor he is a flirt. you ask me? i got no comments at all. Why i say he is a bitch? Oh you ought to read on! i didn't see him for about 2 weeks. When i started my driving in the mornings again i saw him and he pretends to walk past me like he does not know me!! So i thought its been so long i took the lesson with him. I mean he meets so many people in one day how does he remember me? Well so i thought! When i finish driving that day i walked out of my car, was one of the last to get my butt of the car. He was eating lunch! he looked up and smiled at me. I was like so you remember me now la huh! So bitchy la! And again when he sees me so often he will pretend he does not know me again! When he is in the car with his student he will look out to see if its me. and will stare. i will just give him that stupid stare back. SO BITCHY MAN YOU JIMSON!

haha the list just goes on, if share with you all my experience with all my instructors this post is going to break! Because even though some a 1 time share experience i have things to say too but no la i cannot go on. I guess i can only thank them this way for being very much a great support and caring alot. There was one stage i took so much lessons until they told me you look very very tired. Please don't fall sick. Felt so touched. =) I have graduated instructors and i got wings to fly with the car. If it wasn't for you guys, i might have been no where near a passing. Thank you all for the guidance and the confidence you had in me. =) Oh yes thank you Slyvester for the jokes today after warm up. =)

p.s. i am so losing my voice.

love,
me

Today i started school already, time passes really really fast and damn school starts. It was ok school was fine. I had chel with me today, we are in the same class! We were quite happy that we found out we were in the same class. But chel is down with flu today, chel rest well k?I was sitting down on my bed thinking about the few months that has past. I was thinking about how i failed my driving test and just kept smiling to myself on how funny it was. I was also thinking how funny i was to try to hide away from all my instructors when they look out of their cars to see if it was ME AGAIN! haha. Its so funny and in my mind i thought YES YES ITS ME STOP LOOKING! ya thats about my driving test. I will be sitting for another test soon but i will let you guys know only when i have passed. And i started to think about C, E, J, K and the list goes on! Especially C! lets not wonder what it is! so yes this month has been alot of thinking and letting goes and taking ups. i have been busy in church, handling camp stuff with geri, wingbacks with wingbacks and soon hopebuilders? am not sure about that yet. I am actually physically tired already. Haven't been sleeping much and my daily runs alone has been not fullfill for a week already. Sometimes i just want to stay right at this moment and let it stop. Especially moments that makes me smile and happy. But i cannot stop my time here at all, i got to stand up and let go of the things i want to hold on to but time and fate does not permit me to. So thats why somethings are just really meant to be just memories. I guess thats what keeps me going, without memories i might have been holding on to that very moment making it hard to let go. There are many people in life you meet, they become your friends, colleagues, school and classmates. There are also people you meet that leaves you very much a impression to hold on but sadly you only got that one or two time experiences with them. 3rd time somehow does not come along. The third time could have meant something. But yes time and fate keeps you away from it. Its ok let it be memories then =) i was awoken uo my nap just now. My mom was scolding judeboy because he dirtied the floor and he is getting really rebelious. I got angry and got out and scolded him because he was making my mom really angry. When i got back to my room i just sat there feeling very very guilty on what i did and said. But what can i do? i just hate it when people get very rude to my parents. i have told one and a million people off for being rude to my parents. But searching my ownself, i question myself and ask hey ann nee you can be very rude too! yes i got no right to tell people off at all. Not at all but i very much hope to have the patience. I am very much trying to walk towards patience. I just need time because i can only be answerble to myself and the one above.

love,
me