Today, is Good Friday. The day where Jesus Christ choose to die for us 2000 years ago. I went to church at 830am for stations of the cross and stayed on for the 9am service. The church was crowded by 8am. By 815am the whole church was filled up with many many people. It was an unbelievable sight to see how people remember how he died for us. I watched the passion of christ today. It was very very hard for me to sit through the whole movie. Just imagine how he was whipped. it was just so so painful. Mother mary said this verse: "It is time and my heart is ready." She was sad, you could see from her face but she didn't cry much because she knew that she would bring jesus to earth but would have to let him die for us 30years later. It was very difficult for mary to let jesus go and you could see the pain she had in her eyes. There was a part where jesus felt down the 3rd time. Every bone in him broken, every fresh of him tore. Mary ran to him and said i am here and at the same time there was a flashback when jesus was young he felt mary quickly ran and pick him up and said i am here and hugged him. Back to the scene mary tried picking jesus up and said" i am here" and jesus replied "see mother i make things new." he was then forced to stand up and walked on. I have been thinking recently he didn't need to do all this at all. He didn't need to suffer for us, he could choose to say no i won't die for this people. But no, he chose to suffer for us sinners. It makes me wonder why over and over again. What do this to himself? But i finally found the answer its because he loves us so much until he will do anything for us and i mean anything. He is god but he was willing to be a human like any of us and to suffer in his human self. it was indeed a eye opener.