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I only eat chicken meat.
I do not believe in other meats. May be suffering from Slipped Disc at an early age. I am a Catholic and proud to be one. My face gives an impression that i do not follow the catholic teaching. In fact, i have a great respect for it and try to follow it. Simple Minded but A perfectionist in my own ways. I do and say the unexpected I am partially deaf. My handphone is like a pager so don't try calling me. When l am happy i will leave you a message. I love the blue sky and sun. I started liking photography because of that. Reading and writing are my passions An aspired novelist in the making But please do not piss me off I fancy barcodes ALOT, don't ask me why Since young till now, i wished my stuff toys could come alive and talk to me. I can sleep anytime and anywhere. I have a pretty earring on my cartilage which makes me so proud of it. i have 5 ear holes but think its not enough I am a heavy nail bitter and have not done justice to my poor nails. I have terribly failed them. Sorry poor nails. I love chocolate fudge cakes and i always get choke on it. My tattoo is dedicated to my one and only maker Lastly, i have a smelly pillow that puts me to sleep Twit, twit, Twitter! Tagboard Links
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//Friday, June 27, 2008 11:13 PM
 Fatherly love. A father's love is important to a growth of a young child. Look at how happy the kid is. Just smiling and joking with her daddy. Thats the power of a father's love. love ann nee
//Wednesday, June 25, 2008 11:19 PM
Today, was a bit rough but i managed to get through it with the help of Mary and Jesus. It is the both of them that make all things beautiful. I went to sign the contract for my new job, went to school to register for october intake. A new job, a new environment and outside my comfort zone. But its good to have a job to avoid things that can be avoided. Hopefully. I really need that job. Right after my contract ends, my school starts after a week. This the best plan so far to avoid what can be avoided. Been up since 7am, am a bit tired so am knocking off early. I got nothing planned to do so far tomorrow but decided to go catch You don't mess with the Zohan at 1.30pm because when i start work i won't have time to watch movies and to mass at 6pm. But things may change tomorrow. It depends. Mass is a confirm. But i know tomorrow will be better. With the grace of God i will be a stronger and better person for Him (God).
Dearest artist, Redraw me and erase all my stains Only you give me many chances Only you love me endlessly Thank you for not giving up on me and for you i will want to be a better person. Thank you for Loving me amen. love ann nee
// 12:30 AM
i found myself a job, starting work on the 7th of July. i think its a very good thing. =)
love ann nee
//Saturday, June 21, 2008 1:05 AM
This entry will be long but i really hope you guys can take some time to read it. It will make a lot of sense. I hope after you read it, you will know how to say thank you. =) I live in the space of thankfulness - and i have been rewarded a million times over for it. I started out giving thanks for small things, and the more thankful i became, the more my bounty increased. Thats because what you focus on.. expands, and when you focus on the goodness in your life, you create more of it. Opportunities, relationships, even money flowed my way when i learned to be grateful no matter what happened in my life. 'Say thank you!' Those words from my friend and mentor Maya Angelou turned my life around. One day about ten years ago, I was sitting in my bathroom with the door closed and the toilet lid down, booing and a hooing on the phone so uncontrollably that i was incoherent. 'Stop it! Stop it right now and say thank you!' Maya chided. 'But - you don't understand.' i sobbed. To this day, i can't remember what it was that had me so far gone, which only proves the point Maya was trying to make. 'I do understand,' she told me. 'I want to hear you say it now. Out loud' 'Thank you." Tentatively, i repeated it: Thank you - but what am i saying thank you for?' 'You're saying thank you,' Maya said, 'because your faith is so strong that you don't doubt that whatever the problem, you'll get through it. You're saying thank you because you know that even in the eye of the storm, God has put a rainbow in the clouds. You're saying thank you because you know there's no problem created that can compare to the Creator of all things. 'Say thank you!' So i did - and still do. Only now i do it every day. I kept a gratitude journal, as Sarah Ban Breathnach suggests in Simple Abundance; list at least five things that i'm grateful for. My list includes small pleasures: the feel of Kentucky bluegrass under my feet (like damp silk); a walk in the woods with all nine of my dogs and my cocker spaniel Sophie trying to keep up; cooking fried green tomatoes with Stedman and eating them while they're hot; reading a good book and knowing another awaits. My thank you list also includes things too important to take for granted: an 'okay' mammogram, friends who love me, 25 years at the same job (and loving it more than the first day I started), a chance to share my vision for a better life, staying centered, having financial security. I won't kid you, having money for all the things i want is a blessing. But as i look back over my journals, which I've kept since I was 15 years old, 99 percent of what brought me real joy had nothing to do with money. (It had a lot to do with food, however.) It's not easy being grateful all the time. But it's when you feel least thankful that you are most in need of what gratitude can give you: PERSPECTIVE: Just knowing you have what that daily list complete allows you to look at your day differently, with an awareness of every sweet gesture and kind thought passed you way. When you learn to say thank you, you see the world anew. And as Meister Eckhart so eloquently stated: 'If the only prayer you ever say in your whole life is 'Thank you God', that would suffice.' May you have more blessings from God than your arms can carry. - Oprah Winfrey - love, ann nee
//Wednesday, June 18, 2008 11:38 PM
.jpg) yesterday was history;tomorrow is a mystery; today is a gift; that is why we call it the present it makes so much sense. Why do we get affected with history? What has past has past. Let it go. Tomorrow is a mystery. So let it be a mystery but we know we can make that mystery a good one. But most important today is a gift and the present. Live life and enjoy every moment of it and smile! Now no laughing at my photo! it was taken to make someone smile. love ann nee Labels: gift, history, mystery, present
// 7:02 PM
i am down with a slight flu.. Runny nose and dry throat. Feel sick! oh gosh.. i kept rubbing my eyes and face. Luckily there was no makeup on if not i would have to touch up a number of times. Runny nose.. A horrible horrible feeling.. I feel a sneeze coming up!!!!! ahh.. ahh.. ahhh.. choo? =)
love ann nee
//Sunday, June 15, 2008 7:56 PM
i think maybe i am tired. Maybe i don't want to continue on. Maybe its not the right one after all. Am so tired, so vexed. How is the next day going to be? Everyday i think about how maybe i can be a better person. So many maybes. But at the end of the day i try to be someone stronger. Stronger for God. Because only him gives me the source of all support and strength. The endless love and he never complains how much i disappoint him. I thank him for today. I thank him for keeping me calm and quiet. Maybe that is the best thing. =)
love ann nee
//Friday, June 13, 2008 12:04 AM
Damaged is done. What can i do? It hurts so much to know it has happened. I hope it will be better as time goes by. I wish it will be better. I can't force but let time tell.. with time God will heal. I am really sorry to both.
love ann nee
//Tuesday, June 10, 2008 10:54 PM
 Kungfu Panda is soooooooooooooo nice.. it made me laughed a lot.. If only i laughed this much everyday. =) love ann nee
//Sunday, June 08, 2008 11:43 PM
In what way am i bad? in what way am i rude? haven't i not try to make an effort? i can say sorry and that is not good enough? You want me to smile, i will. But when things are said that are against me, you want me to smile. Its tough. but i try.. when something comes up. Is it my fault? I don't want everything to be me.. I reflect and i think and think what is wrong. In the end i come to the conclusion that i mean no harm/malice. Tired? is that an excuse? is that what it is? can someone be so tired until you misunderstand? Gravely misunderstood was the right words used. When someone who misunderstands you, you just don't want to go on talking to that person. Like for what? so that he/she can continue to misunderstand you? God taught us when to be sensitive at the right times but we always choose to follow the other direction. That, i am guilty on my own, yes i can be sensitive and i admit it.. But do you have the courage to admit that you are sensitive at that point of time? or was it tiredness that made you sensitive? and what is pride? All humans have pride. Can't we use it once in awhile? i said once in awhile not everytime. so is it when we decide to use in once in a blue mood does it mean we use it EVERYTIME? no i don't think so.. Let god do the judging and not us judging each other. That is not right. We are all human at the same level. But jesus who is many times higher than us don't judge us.. But who are we to?
i am typing this post in GENERAL. Like in GENERAL i repeat. i am expressing my thoughts and feelings. Dear lord, Sorry i disappoint you time and time again. I try not to but human beings get sensitive. Teach me what is like to keep quiet. Teach me what is right to do. help me as i reflect and pray help me as i think of what i should do Give me the right words when i talk to that oneself. Amen. love ann nee
//Wednesday, June 04, 2008 10:27 PM
Love was what God gave.
love ann nee
//Tuesday, June 03, 2008 11:24 PM
Sometimes when you think what you said means nothing. It actually means something to another person. In the end it ends up with a misunderstanding. You wonder what in the world did you say wrong? You think over and over again that in that sentence you mean no malice neither were you trying to change that person. The other party keeps saying what you just said was wrong and how it affects him/her. So i lesson learnt that what you think is right may not be agreeable to the other party.
dear lord, please help me when i talk, sometimes when i talk it may not be agreeable by the other party. Help me to accept the things said and not react to it in a negative way. Be with me and guide me. Mother mary, teach me to be like you. To be gentle, patient and kind. Walk with me day by day and speak to me when i make a decision to speak and do. Amen
love ann nee
//Monday, June 02, 2008 12:13 AM
i know all my recent post have been wordy but i don't have any inspiration to say or write to try to inspire you all. so this post will be filled with words and not pictures. i always thought i am a very strong person. But today i found out actually nope i am not that strong. somethings in life that will change and i have to accept it. I am praying to be strong and i know i need to be strong to continue.
Dear Jesus, Teach me what is patience and how to accept things that i am unable to. Take away my anxiety and worries away. Help me to love like you. Your mother was ever so strong, teach and nurture me to be like her. Take away and wipe my tears. Help me to be that person who you want me to be. Amen. on a side note: i love you. love ann nee
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