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I only eat chicken meat.
I do not believe in other meats.

May be suffering from Slipped Disc
at an early age.

I am a Catholic and proud to be one.
My face gives an impression that i do not follow the catholic teaching.
In fact, i have a great respect for it and try to follow it.

Simple Minded but
A perfectionist in my own ways.
I do and say the unexpected

I am partially deaf.
My handphone is like a pager so
don't try calling me.
When l am happy i will leave you a message.

I love the blue sky and sun.
I started liking photography
because of that.

Reading and writing are my passions
An aspired novelist in the making
But please do not piss me off

I fancy barcodes ALOT, don't ask me why
Since young till now, i wished my stuff toys
could come alive and talk to me.
I can sleep anytime and anywhere.

I have a pretty earring on my cartilage
which makes me so proud of it.
i have 5 ear holes but think its not enough

I am a heavy nail bitter and have not done justice to my poor nails.
I have terribly failed them.
Sorry poor nails.

I love chocolate fudge cakes
and i always get choke on it.

My tattoo is dedicated to my one and only maker

Lastly, i have a smelly pillow that puts me to sleep

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//Saturday, November 29, 2008 1:16 AM

Tired... DEAD TIRED... Sigh... Where is that perfect me when i need it the most?

love

ann nee

//Thursday, November 27, 2008 6:31 PM

A few moments ago i received my results for Print Media. MDIS is always doing this! Always sending us our results one day before our exam... How sucky is that? Anyway B... B for print media... No looking back... NO comments... But just gonna study more for tomorrow's paper...

love

ann nee

// 12:45 PM

1 day left to study. I am just leaving it all to him above... If i should flunk this paper, i have to just let it go and do a sub paper. Do i have any choice? Its not like i haven't made an effort... I am mugged like shit the past week... The topics are like crap and so dry. i am fully overloaded and on top of that i have my own personal things going on... It is quite heavy to have to go through this alone and pretend everything is A OK! But this is life, there is just some things that i have to just let go even though its all one sided... Close one eye and pretend to smile... Even though tears blurs the vision. I don't have any inspiration to write anything these few days... Hopefully i would have by next week...

i miss you too alex B... =)

love

ann nee

//Wednesday, November 26, 2008 9:57 PM

1 more chapter to go... Brain is overloaded... Can't seem to remember no shit about the past 10 chapters... I am effing dead tired... i am sooooooo looking forward to the weekend!!! To relax... To watch loads of television and gain back loads of energy and smiles. YAWN!... I am really tired... Gotta go bathe, to get some energy... Sleepy! =)

love

ann nee

if only we could turn back time.

//Tuesday, November 25, 2008 10:01 AM

Its in times like this, i need you to say those 3 words..

Timing is always wrong...

but on the happier note: CHRISTMAS IS COMING in a months time!

ann nee

Preparing to give up

//Monday, November 24, 2008 5:12 PM

Yesterday night i finished my Electronic Media's assignment! WHEEEEEE! Did it for the whole day. And stayed up until very late last night to finish up... So now, i can focus on studying... I ordered mcDonald's dinner... Having mcspicy meal for dinner... =) booster for the night! I have another poem.. Very straight forward! no need explanations! enjoy...

love

ann nee

Tiredness

My body weak,

Eyes shutting

Brain stops thinking,

Hair... Messy.

Feeling tired as ever

The mind is only

anticipating for the night to arrive soon

When night arrives

i get into my nightgown

Taking a last gulp of ice mountain for the night

Dragging my tired self into

my nice cosy bed.

Pulling heffalump into my arms

and curling up like a baby

For the closure of the night i take

my last yawn

and immediately fall

into my lullaby dream

//Sunday, November 23, 2008 6:23 PM

been home to the whole day doing my work... Head continue to hurts like crazy... Will see if i can go out to take a breather. =) love ya all.

love

ann nee

// 12:24 PM

I am doing my assignment now... Hmmm spoke to my brother yesterday and he gave me ideas on how to write my assignment. Thank God for him... If not i really don't know what to do... Woke up today, feeling in pain... My legs has that jelly feeling, headache and vomited. HA! i think its the study virus... BAD VIRUS MAN! haha.. But i am feeling slightly better. Good enough to start my work and get on with my studying... i am so addicted to ice mountain... I don't know if its a good or bad thing. Its water but its mineral water. Mineral water is not the same as pure drinking water from the tap... Makes me wonder what is inside. ohhhhhh well... Okie i am going off to do my work... see ya!

love

ann nee

In times like this, i feel like there is no need for you

//Saturday, November 22, 2008 3:45 PM

3 BOTTLES OF ICE MOUNTAIN!

love

ann nee

//Friday, November 21, 2008 5:17 PM

I am effing demoralize... The word GOOD has demoralize me like shit... I need another ice mountain...

love

ann nee

//Thursday, November 20, 2008 12:08 AM

i am so addicted to ice mountain...

Need another dose of it soon...

love

ann nee

//Wednesday, November 19, 2008 8:35 PM

Presentation done! yeah! haha. I am quite happy with the presentation. Saw KL Lim nodding his head. He kept smiling and the class was quite entertained. So i am damn effing happy! Junmo Sung did quite a good job too... All the happiness and hard work has officially made me very tired... My body is very stiff and i cannot pick myself up to walk anymore! haha... But i have a thousand things to do... PROJECT AND STUDY! so i am gonna bathe soon and drink lots of water. Damn thirsty. So i will stop here for now... But here is a picture of the new addition to my stuff toys... I like him a lot... =)

love

ann nee

//Tuesday, November 18, 2008 10:54 AM

The heart died...

ann nee

//Monday, November 17, 2008 11:52 PM

Presentation on wednesday
2500 word essay
Electronic Media Exam.

Each day the topics get harder to understand. Everyday i come home realizing i don't have enough time to finish what i need to do before i go to sleep. And yesterday's work needs to be brought over to the next day. I feel the tension already. It gets tougher each day especially in some situations. i am sooo tired. My eyes can't hold on any longer. My body drained. I need to inject more life into my system... And realizing i can depend only on myself and the one above. He is the source of life to inject... He is the only one standing there waiting for you patiently and ever ready to pick you up... I need a boost of jesus. =)

love

ann nee

//Friday, November 14, 2008 11:11 PM

How it used to be

Sitting in my room, confined all to myself.

Wondering what went wrong.

When i was young, you held me in your arms.

You hugged and gave me kisses.

But somehow it was tough to talk to you.

Now that i am all grown up and you with

white hair appearing.

i realized we seem to have drifted apart.

With different views, priorities and outlook

about life.

Quarrels and arguments surface up every

single time.

You hardly hugged or kiss me anymore.

And now, its so much harder to talk to you.

Comparing you with others was never right.

But now, i know i shouldn't because you

were made this way and you will

be my father forever.

i will always love you

Another piece of my work. =) i think i do not need to explain the contents of this poem. But it does keeps you thinking who is this person in this poem. Until the last part where it all reveals that the person is a father. Mmmm, this is a sad poem. (hey! i didn't promise love poems all the time! haha) enjoying reading. =)

//Thursday, November 13, 2008 11:53 PM

Today was a pretty busy day, after school went to Parkway to buy Sebastian and Teena's birthday presents. They are the UPS peeps, sebas is 21 (ahhh... just a few months older than me) and Teena, i better not say anything about her age! Then i got some Christmas presents for the family and him. But tooo bad about one present... i get to keep it... just need to find space for it. Please don't think i am KIASU! just that i saw what was in front of me today and i got it because before christmas i would be mugging like shit for exams... JUST... Imagine again 2 more exams before Christmas! mmmm where is all the fun in it man? I mean its stupid! Christmas Eve got school, Boxing day got school... Allow me to let you into a little secret. it is: "DON'T GO TO MDIS!" the rules are getting stupider each day! okie okie, i digressed! back to today. after that walked a bit and got my groceries and met Gordon by chance. The vainpot was going to the gym! After that went to kallang to buy dinner and by the time i reached home and unpack it was already 615. Checked email, saw he needed help in converting some files. Then i quickly on my PC (psst MAC is better!). but i couldn't convert it at all. After trying to figure it for half an hour, i just thought to try on my MAC. In the end, it worked! i was like oh man. so much time wasted! again two thumbs up for THE MAC! yeah BABY! Then i wrote a note for sebas and it was DINNER and some sesame street, helped him to figure out his email by sending him stuff. bathe and iron clothes for tomorrow. until now, i am trying to get notes into my head... but er... brain is as dead as a log. HA! get the JOKE?!

before i sleep i would like to tell you guys how funny i am today!

i was telling my friends:

me: eh tomorrow class is at D block 4 floor

friends: oh ya ah...

me: eh can take lift at last! long time never take lift!

friends: *bursted out laughing* and said ann nee u are so cute!

a tip/advice for today:

To keep yourself awake when you have to mug, you need lots of strawberry Pocky, Coffee and Coke! no alcohol though! Sleeping is actually a good idea but nah!

study and sleepy time soon! Excited to publishing!

love

ann nee

//Wednesday, November 12, 2008 4:15 PM

I just came back from school... Just... imagine every two weeks you got an exam... Now what would you do? Would you bang yourself against the wall or come home to revise whatever you have learnt for that day? Well, i decided the first option might end my life so i decided to take the second one. Due to lack of sleep last week because of faithful mugging, i find myself falling asleep whenever there is free time or wherever i can sleep. In the MRT, bus rides and table tops. I mean hey anywhere and anytime! SO! anyway i have become a totally faithful student just coming home to study each day. Life is not the same especially when you know there is constant competition around you. I know that i have to study to stay constant in my results... I do not want to see Cs in my results in this coming two years... Last year i only had one C but its a great disappointment, thanks to that teacher! Talks full of shit but fails every single one of us... Thanks Simon Yeo for teaching nothing! Yes i have an aim to do well, hopefully get As... If possible i do not want to settle with Bs too... Yes! the pressure and stress is on! but i can manage and loving it... With hard work, i know it will pay off someday when i get a good job and to fulfill my life long dream... I hope to finish and publish my poetic book by end of next year... Currently working on my pieces. You will be able to read some of my pieces on and off. So stay tune and do give comments... I need it.. Its hard work for now! Aim is to write like Antoine de Saint-Exupery!

love

ann nee

//Monday, November 10, 2008 10:46 PM

Is it worth?

Thoughts wander...

hurt...

ann nee

//Sunday, November 09, 2008 11:26 PM

The days that we missed.

Starting all over again.

Going back to what we used to be.

Having to go through all the memories

that we used to have and share.

Wishing that the good times will come back.

Now having come this far, we know we

have grown somehow whether for better

or for worse.

Things are different now and it will never

be the same.

Expectations has been raised.

It gets hard sometimes to figure.

To try over and over again

for the one to know and appreciate that

better side of you.

To understand, is to know and to know

is to believe and to believe is to love...

From here, the story goes on until the

day it decides to stop with time....

This poem speaks about love but its neither sad or happy. Its a person just thinking about the good times that she/he had with their other half. This person has seen the worse times in this relationship and wishes to know that it could be happy like how it used to be. But this person is hopeful that from here its a new start where everything will be better from now on until one day it decides to stop.

//Saturday, November 08, 2008 1:25 AM

Haven't be sleeping and i am so dead tired! I have been mugging like hell this whole week on top of that having to finish my project on time before the exam. I have been sleeping at 4am and waking up at 8.30am. Soooooooooo tired. But anyways, I have few funny stuff to help me recover from all the studying. I love The Little Prince! A fantastic read and you can't do anything but give the author a two thumbs up! freaking good story. I mean it tells you how simple minded a child can be. I have so many books but this storybook has a total different style of writing. What great talent this author has! My dream as a storybook writer has a long way to go! So many more books to explore! I get so excited when i see books i just want to go through all of them and own all of them. Jill Mansell, The Kite Runner and The Little Prince inspires me like shit! I look forward to more books! I also bought a new organizer and it is way bigger than my current one. Its an Elmo organizer! i was so spoilt for choice because there were just so many nice ones! but settled with the one below! loving it and getting excited to use it! 2 muppets DVDs and Nightmare before Christmas! Movies that i wanted to watch a long time ago. *Hint Hint to someone!* Lastly, CHOCOLATES! Best things in life! haha... Okie, its 3 am now so i am going off to sleep now! Good night! =)