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I only eat chicken meat.
I do not believe in other meats. May be suffering from Slipped Disc at an early age. I am a Catholic and proud to be one. My face gives an impression that i do not follow the catholic teaching. In fact, i have a great respect for it and try to follow it. Simple Minded but A perfectionist in my own ways. I do and say the unexpected I am partially deaf. My handphone is like a pager so don't try calling me. When l am happy i will leave you a message. I love the blue sky and sun. I started liking photography because of that. Reading and writing are my passions An aspired novelist in the making But please do not piss me off I fancy barcodes ALOT, don't ask me why Since young till now, i wished my stuff toys could come alive and talk to me. I can sleep anytime and anywhere. I have a pretty earring on my cartilage which makes me so proud of it. i have 5 ear holes but think its not enough I am a heavy nail bitter and have not done justice to my poor nails. I have terribly failed them. Sorry poor nails. I love chocolate fudge cakes and i always get choke on it. My tattoo is dedicated to my one and only maker Lastly, i have a smelly pillow that puts me to sleep Twit, twit, Twitter! Tagboard Links
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//Saturday, January 31, 2009 3:51 PM
 Guess what i saw on an orange? :)Enjoy... Love ann nee
//Friday, January 30, 2009 5:33 PM
I wonder...
I wonder if the earth will stop spinning? I wonder if a human can ever stop loving? I wonder if hatred and hurt can disappear? Its too damaging to the world. I wonder who created me? I wonder who brought me to life? Some said it was my parents but some claim that SOMEONE greater brought me to life. I wonder who is HE? I wonder if my perfect self is ever perfect for you? I wonder if i got to do even better? I wonder if i stop thinking, what would i become? An empty shell? I wonder why birds can fly and i can't? I wonder why we need smelly pillows to put us to sleep? Hmmm i wonder... If i am ever going to make it big? If i am going to be as rich as Steve Jobs? I wonder if i can write in shorter sentences? I wonder when its ever enough? I wonder how a rainbow is created? I wonder how much you love me? Actually I wonder if you truly love me? I keep wondering the funniest things in life until i forgot to wonder who brought me to life, who taught me to write, walk, speak and think. I forgot to wonder my basics. And so i start to wonder again... © ann nee
//Thursday, January 29, 2009 3:18 PM
 Reflection I remembered how she loved to look at her own reflection. Remembered how she would mourned and groaned when she had a pimple. Remembered all the times we stood in front of the mirror laughing at both of our reflections. And now here am i, standing in front of the mirror she used to stand and tears start to flow realizing that the only reflection i see, is mine. A reflection that is broken inside and out. Battling with my inner self to accept the lost of my dearest love. Totally lost in faith and transition. Time seem to pass so slow without my baby. With her gone, my whole human self follows her and what you see is but an empty shell. Every morning when i arise from my sleep and look in the mirror, i see her reflection smiling at me. I smile back, she disappears. Only then i know, its all my imagination. © ann nee
//Wednesday, January 28, 2009 10:05 PM
   Remember few weeks back the blue wall was plain? I am proud to show you pictures of my newly painted wall! Yeah its a sky! I am so loving it! It looks realistic! I have been anticipating for this for quite some time... Hooray! So excited to show it to my friends when they come over on the 28th of feb! The painting was specially done for me by HIM! thank you! i love it so much! its has a 3D effect too when you look at it properly. Thank you dear. I know you have lots of work to do at Imaginative. Thank you for taking some time off to do this for me. I feel bad about it but I really appreciate it loads... WHEE! soooo happy to be able to wake up everyday to something so beautiful! =) Thank you once again.love ann nee
//Tuesday, January 27, 2009 11:53 PM
 Golden Tooth Temple HAPPY NIU (OX) YEAR EVERYONE! i know that i am like 2 days late! But late is better than never! The past week has been bad for me. Had lots of things to do whether was to prepare for Chinese New Year or just stuff for myself. It has been a lot of things going through in my mind. Its been very tough and i don't know how to get out of it. With lots of thinking, it makes me so tired. After tonight, i wanna forget about what has happened. I want to start doing my homework and start studying for journalism... There is so much things to do and i know better to start early. Anyway, I wish everyone of you a happy and prosperous new year! May this year be a good year for everyone of you! May the OX remind you to be hardworking! The OX to me is always a hardworking animal. It will never fail to work, so continue to keep up with the hardworking attitude and thats where you will learn more stuff and earn more money! Those who want to be promoted! WORK HARD! Good night everyone! Love you all! love ann nee
// 12:08 AM
Really tired... waiting...
love ann nee
//Sunday, January 25, 2009 4:37 PM
Lucky
Do you hear me, I'm talking to you Across the water across the deep blue ocean Under the open sky oh my, baby I'm trying Boy I hear you in my dreams I feel your whisper across the sea I keep you with me in my heart You make it easier when life gets hard I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend Lucky to have been where I have been Lucky to be coming home again Oooohhhhoohhhhohhooohhooohhooohoooh They don't know how long it takes Waiting for a love like this Every time we say goodbye I wish we had one more kiss I'll wait for you I promise you, I will I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend Lucky to have been where I have been Lucky to be coming home again I'm lucky we're in love in every way Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed Lucky to be coming home someday And so I'm sailing through the sea To an island where we'll meet You'll hear the music, feel the air I'll put a flower in your hair Though the breezes through trees Move so pretty you're all I see As the world keeps spinning round You hold me right here right now I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend Lucky to have been where I have been Lucky to be coming home again I'm lucky we're in love in every way Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed Lucky to be coming home someday Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh End If only i was this lucky... love ann nee
//Friday, January 23, 2009 4:11 PM
5th February 2009 The curious case of Benjamin Button. I am excited!!!! love ann nee
//Thursday, January 22, 2009 4:59 PM
I didn't go to school today. After i took my bath, i went back to sleep for about half an hour cause it was still early to leave home. When i woke up at 7, all ready to get out of the house. I suddenly decided not to go to school. Was a bit unwell too. Had a headache. so i change out of my pants and wore my PJ pants. YEAH I STILL WEAR PJs! PJs ROCK! and went back to sleep after some messaging was done. Woke up and watched a bit of television and ate lunch. Proceeded to bake cookies for his family and him! wheee! it was so cold i had to wear my jacket! So i was in my PJs pants, shirt that i was going to wear to school and heart shaped jacket! What a combination man! I was so lazy to change out of it and wore those clothes to bake... It was quite funny! HEHE! I am going to see him in an hour and a half time. Miss his voice. =)
love ann nee
//Wednesday, January 21, 2009 6:29 PM
I got back my advertising results. I got a C! AGAIN! C for advertising always! why are advertising teachers sooo hard on us everytime? I studied so hard for it! My project i got a B but it didn't help cause overall its a C! C for goodness sake! What the! I have to live with it... But i am damn disappointed with myself... =(
love ann nee
//Tuesday, January 20, 2009 10:37 PM
i have no intention to let my blog rot... But its in the process of a mini rotting... Get well soon mr him!
=) love ann nee
//Friday, January 16, 2009 10:09 PM
I only eat chicken meat.
I do not believe in other meats. Simple Minded but A perfectionist in my own ways. May be suffering from Slipped Disc at an early age. I love the blue sky and sun. I am partially deaf. My handphone is like a pager so don't try calling me. When l am happy i will leave you a message. I have a pretty earring on my cartilage which makes me so proud of it. I have 5 ear holes but think its not enough. An aspired novelist in the making But please do not piss me off. Some facts about me! Anyway yesterday i slept at 1245am. So i didn't get much sleep as usual! My clock is one hour earlier. So its like 11.18pm, i am so lazy to adjust it to the present time. My brother just came in to scold me about it. Today, I met Nana at the traffic light and we took a quick walk to the MRT station. She was going to be late for work if she didn't walk fast. School was fine except that seeing the two of them pisses me off. I mean F off if you guys can't take a bit of honesty from us all. Keep living in your bloody world and get out off my life. I have given in to you guys, listening to your problems. To the guy, whats your bloody agenda for telling her what i said? you can continue to get hurt, i got no Fing sympathy for you anymore. IF she can psycho you to think that i am wrong and i am a bitch. GO ahead! you blind shit! You are using your bloody heart to think! USE YOUR BLOODY BRAIN! To the gal, think about what you have done! People are calling you a slut! i am telling you guys to make a freaky decision so people can stop talking behind your back! But look... you enjoy people talking about you... FINE! Don't say i don't care. I do... thats why i told you the truth! Ivan will also tell you guys the very truth! Girl, just watch it... you will lose everything you have one day if you think you are that smart. I should be pissed with you two, even the guys think you two got a problem. Go figure it out! Think you guys damn smart right? Don't ask for help... I don't mind playing the bad guy... I always had but you two went overboard. Yes, i am pissed with two people but i am not hurt cause i expect it to be like this. One calls himself a catholic and the other calls herself a christian. Bullshit! Sigh... am a catholic, i tried to be a catholic to you two... But i don't deserve this... Anyway thanks Aloy Teoh and I can't wait for Mr. him to come back for Msia. I wanna tell him my few days. Especially this issue. Have been so busy the past days but suddenly, I miss him. p.s. oooooooooo! i got my electronic media results back! =) love ann nee
//Thursday, January 15, 2009 8:57 PM
.jpg) .jpg) Korean Cold Noodles .jpg) Today i was out the whole day too. Finished school at 1130am. Went out to meet Junmo's mother and friends for lunch. AND MAN! aloy and me should have seen it coming! they were telling us to accept GOD! i was like Gosh! howcome Christians think so differently from us Catholics? They were like rushing us to accept god. Aloy Teoh told them that they can't force us to accept God now... Its like an immediate effect. They said if we accept God, we can go to heaven. They also mentioned that other religions are false Gods. I was like oooooo man and like anyone would know me. I was falling asleep right in front of their faces. I mean its not that i am not willing to listen but whatever was said was not acceptable to me. But anyway, after that tormenting session we immediately left cause we didn't want any preaching to be done further. So 4 of us went to heeren because stefanie wanted to get her ears pierce and so she did! Thanks to me... Went to Cineleisure to see Aloy's clothes and we took neoprints! haha! it was damn random but we did it! haha... Then we parted with stefanie because anastacia came to meet her. I went to bugis with Aloy and Mo. I bought a pair of yellow glasses and Aloy a shirt. We left bugis at almost 6pm and where 3 of us parted and fell asleep in the bus. was damn funny when Aloy messaged me to tell me he overslept and miss his stop. DUMB ASS! I slept at 1am last night. Hopefully! really hopefully i can sleep early tonight. But now, i need to iron clothes. Its a routine every night okie! Bathe late, choose clothes and iron clothes... BUMMER! =) Good night dee... God protect ya! love ann nee
//Wednesday, January 14, 2009 10:26 PM
The past few days has been hell! I know i promised 2 poems but i only posted one. I just didn't have time to sit down to write down anything. Because this week my whole house is going under re-painting. SUCKY FEELING! because i had to move my stuff out of the room and back into my room. The whole house is still so messy! Crazy madness... Been tired because i didn't get enough rest for the past days. So here is a brief update for the past 3days. Monday: Finished school at 1130am, came home and there was no where to sleep. I had errands to run so i left home for awhile to go Katong Mall to find for Betty Crocker pre-mix cookie powder. There was no pre-mix, so came home for awhile and went out to go to Parkway to find for the pre-mix. BUT I COULDN'T FIND IT! Rush to NTUC to find BUT NO! Then i decided to bake it on my own... I rushed to borders to look at recipe for chocolate chip cookies. I wanted to get the book but it was too expensive and i took a picture of it secretly. I rushed to get ingredients and back home where i unpacked my room. Brought everything out of my room. It was already 830pm. I started baking and mixing stuff and ended baking at 1130pm. I baked because it was a surprise for him. Slept at 1am. Tuesday: Finished school at 1130am, came home and managed to sleep for awhile. Then had to pack stuff here and there... Had to clean my room up cause of the dust that dirtied the floor. Went out at 830pm and drove to church to put surprise. Went to Katong Mall to get stuff and i went home to iron clothes, talk to him and bathe... Slept at 12am. Today: Finished school at 315pm, wanted to see him off to airport but put off the idea. Too tired and busy. I was sitting at the back of class and Aloy, Ivan Junmo and me felt asleep. It was almost a whole row of people sleeping. Stefanie stayed awake to take notes. It was damn funny man! i came home and found out my room was done! i had to pack stuff into my room. It was just so rushing and i rushed out at 615pm to meet Teena to buy Bak Kwa from Chinatown. Had dinner and came home. Did a few more packing and finally i have a comfy room back. :) I just had my bath and i am soooooo tired. I got to iron my clothes for tomorrow. Estimated time to sleep will be 12am. I have been doing something stupid for the past few days. I will purposely take bus and MRT trips so that i can sleep! its damn stupid... But thats the only way i can get some sleep. Because if i drive out... HOW TO SLEEP! but have been driving more than taking bus and MRT trips. Brief Explanation of the colors of the wall. The blue part is not that boring. Something exciting will be coming your way! Stay tune for more pictures! I got it painted blue and pink. At first i wanted yellow and blue. Blue ceiling and Yellow for that small part. But after some discussions, decided on pink and blue on that small part. Even the ceiling is pink. The window and door walls are white. I am still getting use to my room color but will be excited to see the outcome of the blue wall!     Tomorrow: i am going out for lunch with Aloy, Stefanie and Junmo. Junmo's mother is in Singapore and she wants to see us and we will be having lunch with her. Darn it! haha. Tomorrow night i am FORCED to go for THAT family dinner. SIGH! BOOOOOOO! Busy busy! I gotta go. Got some other stuff to do before i get to sleep! Good night to you over at Malaysia. :) love ann nee
//Tuesday, January 13, 2009 11:50 PM
=(
love ann nee
//Sunday, January 11, 2009 1:53 PM
 Blurred With thou, everything seem to come in pairs. Snap goes the camera and again what is taken becomes blurred. Whether its the Ferris wheel or the beautiful skyline it all seem so blur, so painful to look at. I thought i was going blind, went for a checkup... The Doctor said my vision is perfectly fine, only then to my realization its thy love that is so strong it blurs every vision of mine. To thy love, i can't accept only afraid my vision will be blurred. to thee i part with, to thy love i sadly bid my farewell to. © ann nee
// 2:10 AM
Its 215am in the morning and i am feeling hunnngry! i was sorting my photos and i remembered that some of the photos i took inspired me to write a poem. Went through them again trying to remember what are the words i wanna use. Well its a bit late. So stay tune to the next 2 days for some inspiring poems!
love ann nee Labels: hungry, inspiring, stay tune
//Saturday, January 10, 2009 1:20 PM
Goodbyes
The word Goodbye was always the hardest to say Tears will always flow when i am forced to say goodbye. And now i am here again forced to say goodbye to a very good friend I wished you could stay a little while longer but i know you have to go So since you are there, enjoy the time of you life. To smile, to laugh and to be happy I will be waiting for the day where you come home and where we will meet again to catch up what we had left off. So here i am, bidding my farewell to you. But don't you worry, you will be dearly missed In fact the missing has already started Through the love of our god and mother they will connect us to each other even though we are miles away. Goodbye my dearest... © ann nee
//Friday, January 09, 2009 11:35 PM
Just Enough
I wish you just enough for each day not more not less because more may make the day seem less meaningful and less may make the day seem more tiresome I wish you just enough hellos not more, not less to help your heart radiate and smile and bask in the comforting warmth of friendship I wish you just enough smiles and laughter not more, not less to add cheer and sunshine and joy to your day I wish you just enough hope not more, not less for nights when the stars stop shining their light I wish you just enough strength not more, not less to fight gloriously the battles that each day brings I wish you just enough Jesus not more, not less so that you may come home to Him each day for just enough and I wish you just enough goodbyes not more, not less to make the the time spent together cherished and remembered and loved love ann nee
//Thursday, January 08, 2009 10:12 PM
Tomorrow my exam starts at 830am... Its so damn early, got to leave home at 7am. I am tired already and its only 1015pm. i think i better go iron my clothes, read a bit more and get to sleep. Good night everyone and thanks aloy teoh. =)
love ann nee
// 12:15 AM
I acted like a fool waiting in the cold. but the cold was too much for me to bear. i had to go to seek for warm. tears keeps flowing in the cold. Just waiting for a miracle to happen. I am not pushing anyone away from me. It takes two to distance from one another. But the this i will take it as my fault. Mother, i break down before you to tell you how much pain i have had in me for the past few days. Not knowing how much longer i can go on. All i need is to be understood... Help me mother to have a bigger heart. I wanna sleep and never wake up for the perfect dream. Pain that is lingering only bring tears to the eyes. The more i wipe the more it flows. Pain please go away. ann nee
//Wednesday, January 07, 2009 3:03 AM
Its crazy... Its 3am in the morning and i am in tremendous pain. cramps won't go way. I mean its not like i have not enough things in my head and on top of that i have to study and understand. But the cramps choose to come in such an unsuitable time... Its been quite a turmoil for the brain and i think its very tired. My eyelids seem to be too heavy for them to remain open. I just need to pain to leave... I really don't need. Too much.
ann nee
//Tuesday, January 06, 2009 2:17 PM
i feel that i was going to faint a moment ago. I felt that my stomach was going to come out anytime. My cramps are killing me. Elders said that evening primrose helps to kill the cramps. But i have been eating it but it does not help me. i seem to get the pain. Horrible Horrible pain. YO! oh gosh its actually so painful that i cannot go on typing... YA THAT BAD! i needa go rest on the bed and study...
=) love ann nee
//Monday, January 05, 2009 11:54 PM
Essay done. Thoughts unsorted.
// 9:33 AM
sad...
ann nee
//Sunday, January 04, 2009 11:00 PM
i am so tired. This time round i feel like i don't have my whole self to just sit down to focus and do my essay... Usually by this time, my essays would have been done... But for PR, argh! getting frustrated! I mean read this, Imagine that you are applying for a post in a PR company. Write a 1000 word resume... HELLO! would any boss wanna read a thousand word resume? Use your brain la! tsk tsk... Dumb dumb... Kill me! Kill me! But what choice do i have? I know i have got to do it to get my miserable 20%. School is not fun when your teacher is boring. I mean i am hell not motivated to study... Ask me to choose between Advertising and PR? I will definitely choose advertising. You know as a teacher you do have an impact on your students. When you engage them in your class, you somehow draw them to just ask more questions and they get so interested to come into class each day. Thats why my AD teacher always had 100% and early attendance. No one was ever late! While all of us who were sitting at the back slept during PR class! I mean come on, as a PR teacher i think you have figured out that there is a problem in your teaching... You got to do something about! For 2 weeks i went into class staring into space and forced to do presentations everyday... Now i think all of you get the picture of how boring it was! Well i am glad we are done staring into space during PR class... Now we just need to study doubly hard for our exam... Y? cause it was so boring and we learnt NOTHING! DARN IT! Not looking forward to next module too! cause its THAT JOURNALIST GUY AGAIN! ARH!!!! HORROR!!!!!
=)
love ann nee Drained
// 3:00 PM
Yesterday, it was Jason and Angie's wedding... The newly wedded are going to Hawaii and Los Angeles for their honeymoon. Enjoy! I also had to find some time to go to Alex Bro's birthday party and brought clothes to change for the wedding dinner.
Had lots of stuff in my mind yesterday. I just kept thinking and i couldn't get it out of my mind. Which was quite draining but don't really wanna talk about it. Just a thought that i have been thinking about Red Bull. I have friends who love to drink Red Bull. I had a sip once and damn it was very sweet! Bad! I mean i am a heavy Coke drinker and i know that Coke does not fit into a lot of taste buds. But Red Bull is bad. I mean think of it... The can of the normal Red Bull says that not fit for diabetics. I mean if its not fit for diabetics then why do the company make it so sweet? Haven't the makers thought of making it less sweet? I mean they have other types of Red Bull, the dark and light blue cans. But for the normal ones i think its best they do something about it... Because those who are heavy Red Bull drinkers WILL get DIABETES! The sign Not suitable for diabetics should be taken off and the message should be May cause diabetes. HUMPF! ann nee
//Friday, January 02, 2009 11:34 PM
i have been feeling so tired. I don't know why i have been so tired. It may be because i have been thinking too much. My brain has been working all the time and i feel that it doesn't stop working at all... Even when i am sleeping. I think i need to go back to praying the rosary. Where i find peace and serenity. With it, i know that i can make better decisions whether intellectually or emotionally... Especially in one particular area in my life that i have been wanting to perfect... But yet it seems to be so difficult. I know i am going to be 21 but at some point i am still young trying to learn what needs to be learnt. But i need time to prove it and not to be reminded of the weaknesses seen in me...
ann nee
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