I am walking on sunshine

2011-02-07T15:36:00.005+08:00

I love this version of Hold it against me, thought I will share it with you all... He is a talent... I know I might offend a few of my friends but Britney this is how you should do it!

love

ann nee

2010-11-04T00:07:00.003+08:00

Hello everyone here. I decided not to close this blog down because it is just too much things here for me to close it down. =) So here I am. This week I went to touch up my tattoo and put up some designs on it. Really happy with the tattoo and the artist. I will definitely go back to her to get a new one. =)

Check out the tatt!

At the same time my dearest mommy got me a new point and shoot camera for my trip to the USA! =) Thank you mommy love, I love it very much. I promise to take good care of it! =)

So anyway my trip to the USA is nearing, seems like a dream but ya it means after USA its time for A JOB! Wonder wonder what job I will apply from. On a side note the healing of my tattoo is fcking itchy and 16 days to INFECTED MUSHROOMS! CLUB AND ROCK THE HOUSE before USA!

love
ann nee

2010-10-17T00:02:00.000+08:00

Pencil: I'm sorry
Eraser: For what? You didn't do anything wrong.
Pencil: I'm sorry cos you get hurt bcos of me. Whenever I made a mistake, you're always there to erase it. But as you make my mistakes vanish, you lose a part of yourself. You get smaller and smaller each time.
Eraser: That's true. But I don't really mind. You see, I was made to do this. I was made to help you whenever you do something wrong. Even though one day, I know I'll be gone and you'll replace me with a new one, I'm actually happy with my job. So please, stop worrying. I hate seeing you sad. :)

I found this conversation between the pencil and the eraser very inspirational. Parents are like the eraser whereas their children are the pencil. They're always there for their children, cleaning up their mistakes. Sometimes along the way... they get hurt, and become smaller (older, and eventually pass on). Though their children will eventually find someone new (spouse), but parents are still happy with what they do for their children, and will always hate seeing their precious ones worrying, or sad.

"All my life, I've been the pencil.. And it pains me to see the eraser that is my parents getting smaller and smaller each day. For I know that one day, all that I'm left with would be eraser shavings and memories of what I used to have..."

This is to all the parents out there...

sorry mommy for the things I have said to you just now. Pa, sometimes I never mean to be rude. I am sorry for everything.

love
ann nee

2010-10-03T16:16:00.004+08:00

After so many years with this blog, I have decided to switch. after I am up and done with it, I will let you guys know. I never wanted to leave this blog because of the emotional attachment I had with it. The times where I neglected it, the times where I poured out my feelings, the many times I tried again and again to change a new blog but I couldn't bring myself to do it. This blog was a friend I never had, who was ever ready to listen to me. It went through with me my happiest and toughest time in my life. It has also come to a point where I feel that this blog knows how I feel even when I don't say anything. Many memories again I must say. I love you my dearest blog.

Goodbye blog, its time for you to retired. You have been a faithful one, in my heart I will always remember the times I needed someone to turn to and you were there. You were the best I ever had. =)

love
ann nee

2010-09-29T02:21:00.007+08:00

Some days my hair looks long, some days my hair looks short and some days, my hair looks like it is going nowhere.I regretted cutting my hair, it was quite long already and I had to go cut it because of how I missed short hair. A grave mistake I did. Crap.

My hair before I chopped it off, it was longer than that la but just a rough idea.

When I chopped it off about 2 times, it looked like this.

After months of trying to make it grow, it is only this long. =(

Believe me, this is much regretted, I constantly kick myself for chopping my hair. Crappy man...

Anyway, I am going for my visa interview this coming Thursday. I hope everything goes fine for Ivan and me. No problems and we get our visa approve! Oh of course approve for the whole team! Dear God bless us! =)

I was talking to Ivan recently about finding a constant balance in my religion. I mean, if you guys know Ivan, he does not believe that there is a God. Well he does believe there is a God but he believes that everything, everyone is God. Well, its a debate that the both of us have been having since the start of this relationship but anyway back to the point! I was telling him that I find it hard to find a balance because I only pray when I need him, then how abut the time when everything is good? I tend to forget him. Well, is that what everyone goes through? I have a temper, sometimes it can be a really bad one. I get irritated with people who do not queue up in line to get up the bus or get into the MRT. It gets on my nerves, I start to curse and swear. I will start to think what kind of catholic I am? I just want to aim to be a better catholic but I know my actions always fail me. Sometimes the talks I have with Ivan makes me question where i stand in my religion. It makes me wonder if I believe in Jesus as my God? Or do i accept his everyone is God theory. Well what I know is now I am sure that Ivan's theory will not make me leave my faith. I have always been finding a balance and I am still trying to find it. It is difficult but am trying. =)

Love
ann nee

2010-09-26T23:07:00.003+08:00

Flowers from him. =)

Arts and Our World just ended! WHOOOOWEEEE! One more module to go and it is the U.S. man! YEAH! I did my assignment like a diary style and Ivan did his as a press release. =) Mitzi wanted something creative, so i had to try do something creative.

=)

Love
ann nee

2010-09-16T23:22:00.001+08:00

I should go back to writing.

love
ann nee

2010-09-07T21:06:00.003+08:00

So you guys want to know what was the ending to the movie "School days with a pig"? Well The students grew to love the pig and also at the same time the pig grew really big! I guess it was a really emotional time for the students. The teacher asked the students what they wanted to do? Because he knew that they grew attached to it and he knew that some of them had a change of mind already. So half the class went against eating the pig and half of them said they should go ahead with the promise to eat it. Well, the students who wanted to eat it were also very sad to make that decision. To me it is not wrong to eat or keep it, because they felt that either decision they are being responsible to it. They had to make a decision because they were going to graduate in a few months time. The class then came to a conclusion that they should let the 3rd graders adopt it but they were too young to take care of it. The class was confused because if they let the 3rd graders adopt it, the younger ones will have to go through what they are going through now. The debate went on and on, fights broke out among each other in class. When they voted, it was always a tie. 13-13. The only person who could break the tie was the teacher. In the end he decided that they should send the pig to the meat center and kill it. He said that he knows that everyone grew to love the pig but its only their responsibility to see it die too. So they sent it to the meat center and yup that was the ending. The pig was really unwilling to go into the van and it was really sad to see it being forced to go in. If you had to rear a pig, will you keep it or kill it? I will definitely keep it. =)

Anyway, yesterday I was iphoneless. I was practically having an iphone withdrawal please! The iphone system crash, what luck right? Like oh my gosh! I felt like i needed to go to REHAB! Then Ivan did not bring Family Guy and damn! All the more i needed to go to REHAB! haha. Okie i am really exaggerating but it was really bad.

WARNING!
iphone is no good for everyone! I tell you FOR EVERYONE! It ain't healthy for you!!!! The iphone is like a drug I tell you! Once of it you with start to get a withdrawal! NO GOOD!!!! I doubt i can ever get away from the iphone craze.

APPLE FTW! What is FTW anyway? For the way? for the wind? Oh my gosh! Anyway, I am going to read text for tomorrow and watch Family Guy. =)

Love
ann nee

2010-09-05T22:19:00.001+08:00

I am watching an Okto film art called "School days with a pig." It is about a teacher who brings a pig to a class of 28 students. He decides to let the students take care of it like building a house for it, bathing and feeding it. After that they will kill the pig and eat it. That is the teacher's purpose. I don't know what will happen because I am still watching the show but I will let you know what happens. Oh and the pig's name is called P-chan, its a Japanese film. =)

The pig is really cute please, all the more I wanna keep a piglet as a pet next time. =)

Love
ann nee

2010-09-04T18:46:00.003+08:00

At last I am done with my Visa confirmation, cool eh? Went through a lot of shit for that. Made Linus panic, he made me panic, both of us made Xander panic. It was just so funny. Oh well but yeah at last it is done. No need to worry about it anymore. Now need to get cashier's order and to make the SEVIS payment. Mafan. One thing after another. It seems so hard to get to the States, we have to go through so many obstacles in order to get there. Le sigh. I hope Ivan's I20 will come back asap too. His interview is the same time as mine. So please please please let the 2nd batch I20 come back like NOW!

NOW!

NOW!

HOW ABOUT NOW?!

love
ann nee

2010-09-01T00:35:00.003+08:00

Look what came in my mail today!

love
ann nee

2010-08-31T01:20:00.006+08:00

I have been running and doing yoga for quite some time already. Well, running has been going on for quite a while already and i just started Yoga about 2 weeks back. Thanks to Fio because she was telling me what Yoga does to the body. So i figured i try it! Its been doing me good and i am enjoying it quite a bit. Been learning yoga on websites and videos. It is really good, makes me sweat it out.

I love my running shoes, its really pretty with pink laces. To all my friends, if you guys think that pink is not me. I need to confess to all of you that I love PINK! haha! Well expect for the luggage! My mother forced me to get it! Oh great mommy! everyone is going to make fun of me during that five weeks in U.S. But hey its mommy's love which makes me feel so warm and comforting. I also have to confess that the luggage is starting to grow on me and I can't wait to bring it around with me. =)

So anyway enough of that kitty cat pink luggage, back to the shoes. I bought my new running shoes last November when my last pair died on me last July during my Camino. From that day onwards, I lost trust in Nike shoes. I had a Reebok running shoes and it lasted me for years but my Nike bleah! LOUSY! I definitely trust Reebok but at that time I wanted to get a good pair of Asics because i decided i want to go back to serious running again. It was too expensive, it almost cost me $300 and my mom was going to pay for it and I did not want to waste too much of her money. Then came the pair of shoes that i saw and it was $140plus? I immediately fell in love with it and I got it. Look at the picture when I first bought it but of course now it is dirty with sand and mud. Going bring it to U.S., I know it will sound crazy but i am hoping to go for a run in OKC. I know it will be cold but would love to give it a try. =)

I will be sad when the day comes to say goodbye to it. =( But for now, I am just going to appreciate my time with it. =)

yawnnn... Stomach cramps!

love
ann nee

2010-08-28T21:32:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone! Sorry for not blogging for quite some time. Have been really busy lately, with all the studying for the last module. Which was American History or was it American Politics? Well I don't know! some says its politics, some says its history! oh well, i am not sure! But anyway, it was quite a lot to study and most of what we studied for the key words did not come out. It was good though, to learn the American History. To know that with the civil rights movement, Martin Luther King Jr. and Malcom X were products of what America is today = to Barack Obama. Well of course it goes way back to the 1800s when Abraham Lincoln had the Civil War with the North and the South. He freed slaves but life was still difficult for the African Americans. Well i am really glad that the African Americans have a place to stand in society.

Well I caught some pretty good shows. Lets see, what did i watch? Oh yes Berlin 36, its about high jumpers during the era of Hitler's time. Its about this two high jumpers, "Marie" and Gretel. Marie was a man and he was forced from young to act like a girl because of how his mother wanted him because of how his eldest sister died. It was cruel, utter cruelty. Believe me this is a true story. Definitely true story. Marie was a german and Gretel being a Jew, got kicked out a long time ago to London and was not allowed to practice in Germany but because in 1936, there was Olympics in Berlin, the Americans wanted the Germans to get the Jews involved if not they will no way participate in the games at all. They had no choice but force Gretel to come back and play for them and at the same time Gretel won campion in London. Gretel and Marie were room mates and they became good friends but when Gretel found out that Marie was a guy, she confronted him. I felt so much pain for him, you could see how much he liked Gretel and she actually thought that Marie was a spy but the true story was he just wanted to be a real man and joining the Olympics could give him the freedom of being a real man. In the end she accepted him for who he was. But Marie refused to win the Olympics high jump, she could have but not she did not. It was because of how everyone treated Gretel, threatening to kill her and stuff. Oh the Germans actually lied to the Americans that Gretel was injured when she wasn't. When in the end Marie and Gretel did not become a couple. Gretel was living in New York in year 2009 with her husband. Marie had to stay on in the women's team to continue much competition. The court finally gave him the freedom of being a guy, but he died in insolation. Sad story, feel much pain for him. A bloody selfish decision his mother made. I hope his mother died in a really cruel way. After the much pain she brought to him, it was really fucked up. It was really good though, it shows you how fortunate you are as a person, the place where you were born in. I am glad I have good parents, brothers and country. Singapore, a place i love so much and i can tell you i rather be here and no where else.

I watched the Girl in the Dragon Tattoo, woooo! the show was awesome but it was a bit draggy. I shall talk about it next time. =)

I really want a new tattoo, it will either be my whole family's name or Lee Kuan Yew. Call me crazy that i wanna tattoo the name LKY on me but I have much and great respect for him. Well i am trying to figure out when and where i am going to do it. most probably under the Jesus tattoo but it would be vertical. Well the risk of doing another tattoo is getting murdered from my dad. GOOD LUCK TO ME!

Ivan supports me to tattoo LKY but he wants me to tattoo his OWN NAME on top of Jesus because he is the love of my life. haha NO IVAN! no! haha

Love
ann nee

2010-08-10T23:16:00.003+08:00

I was doing NAFTA research and guess who came to talk to me?! It was CHEL! I see her in school! I miss her so much! she la! didn't want to study in MDIS then she went to advance diploma and the she came back to DEGREE! WAH LAU! if only we went to school together!

Anyways I miss her lots! We should meet soon!

love
ann nee

2010-08-09T23:43:00.002+08:00

Happy National Day! Happy 45th Birthday SINGAPORE! 45 years of independence!!! HOORAY!!! I love you SINGAPORE! I am so proud to be a Singaporean! MANY YEARS MORE TO COME FOR YOU SINGAPORE!! WHEEEEEE! HOORAY TO LKY! WHOOHOO! hehe. Too bad i did not get to watch NDP, quite disappointed but i was dressed in the national colors!

Anyway, school has started with American politics and I have a project going on. I am quite tired though, there seemed to be so much to do. Quiz everyday, readings and get project ready for thursday. I seemed to always fall asleep when i start reading when i know i have great interest in it. sigh i need to sleep more i guess thats why i cannot keep my eyes open! i think i should sleep soon! bleah!

I went suntanning recently. haha i am kinda tired so i am going to SLEEP! =)

love
ann nee

2010-07-23T00:41:00.013+08:00

I know i have been neglecting my blog for quite sometime. Well lets see what I have been missing out in updating this blog. Well looking at how everyone is moving blogs and stuff, it does make me wanna move but I am too lazy to do it and most probably would leave it to hang like this one. So i figured, i will just stick to this blog.

I watched quite a number of good movies. Despicable Me (Its so fluffy i am gonna DIE!, ITS SO FLUFFY!), Toys Story 3, Inception, A-team, Karate Kid, Up in the Air, Fourth Kind, The Blind Side (let me tell you it is such a good show! All time favourite movie please!) and i can't remember what other movies i caught. I bought DVDs of shows that I wanna keep. Bought Blind Side, Benjamin Button and The boy in striped pajamas. Watched Boy in striped pajamas. Its as good as the storybook. Two thumbs up for it but indeed the germans were really cruel at that time. Well, i guess without all this that happened, people wouldn't learn for it and there wouldn't be history.

Oh Ya. Spain won the World Cup! They deserved it, Argentina was a great disappointment but I must say Germany did a really good job but not good enough for Spain. Have i mentioned Spain's goalkeeper is so handsome!!! Casillas! haha. Looks like Ivan's friend Will. or should I say Will looks like him and Will also looks like Joseph Gordon-Levitt. I guess Will just has a common face! haha. Oh ya as i was saying Casillas is really cute and he is really sweet to his girlfriend, he kissed his girlfriend live on AIR! haha Sweet!

Hmmmm what else am i missing out? Oh i made new name stickers! My old ones ran out and the push cart stall is back at parkway and I went to make it! 81 stickers! this time is SPONGEBOB together with the other characters like PATRICK!!! YEAH! Hmmm my mom also got me a luggage for my US trip and she paid like $200 plus for it! OMG MAN! i saw one that was light blue which was $150 and i liked it a lot but my mom wanted me to get a better quality one. I mean its okie with me cause my dad and her travels often so they can use it often instead of that old Samsonite one which only has two rollers. Guess what! this luggage is pink with CAT FACES all over it! OMG! but it has a TSA lock though which is good for American standards. I have to admit though I like my luggage. It makes me happy! My mom has some stylo boots and i do not need to buy. I got a snow cap, thick socks and gloves already. I just need to worry about my clothes and borrow winter clothes! Auntie Rita will teach me what to bring and what i need! I highlighted my hair too!

School was a bitch, well last module was but ahhh its over! nothing to talk about!

Met wen yesterday after such a long time. Bought her a balloon! AND ITS PATRICK!!! =) Gonna meet Crystal on Saturday. It has been awhile. =) Went to New York New York with mommy today and we had free cotton candy! They give free cotton candy out! as much as you like!

Loving Ivan each day, less quarrels now, talking about it more and happy to see him all the time. Can't wait to go to the US with him! Recently I went back to reading, bought a new book AGAIN from my favorite writer, JILL MANSELL! Fell sick, lost my voice and still recovering, hopefully by next week i can RUN!!! RECOVER ANN NEE!

You know something? Hugs is a powerful thing. You don't have to talk to that person much but with a tight hug, it just says every single thing that is in your mind. Perfect and wonderful human gesture.

Long post I know, gonna sign off and go change! love you all!

love
ann nee

2010-07-01T17:37:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday dearest. =) I hope you enjoyed your birthday and the company of our friends. =)

love
ann nee

2010-06-21T21:50:00.004+08:00

Today, I had my first try on golf. WOOOHOO! shiok! I always wanted to play golf and I did it today! It was soooo fun! LOVE IT! =) Xander was my shifu and he is really good at it. Thanks Xander for teaching me! =)

These are the shows i wanna WATCH! I watched A-team last night! WOOOOHOOOO! FUCKING GOOD! =)

Love
ann nee

2010-06-20T00:49:00.002+08:00

Exams and assignments are finally over. =) Such a relieve. I can finally breathe. 1 week of rest, gonna play golf with ivan, mo and xander on monday. I can't wait to learn! Well, just for fun la. Its been a long ass time since I had good rest. Its time for some well deserve rest! =) Wanna catch on movies too!

love
ann nee

2010-06-08T19:13:00.001+08:00

Dysfunctional

ann nee

2010-06-05T00:45:00.002+08:00

Sleepy weepy! Been accompanying Ivan to do his project and sitting by his side ticking his paper. haha, Done with advertising project, got to study and do PR soon. Tomorrow i shall start studying and continue to sit with Ivan while he does his project.

Just a bit more boo and you will finish it, then you can start studying. =)

Knowing how Ivan was last time, keeping his assignment until the very last minute. There was once I stayed up with him until 6am at Macs and the next hour we had to go to school for exam. With no sleep for almost 24 hours. I am indeed very proud of him that he is taking this very seriously now. Starting his paper way way earlier. Just that he processes things slower and he needs his sentences to be tip top perfect. Which sometimes gets on my nerves because I would already be worried for him! But I know deep down in me that he knows what he is doing and that he knows he needs to find time to study. Love him dearly.

I had something i wanted to type but I FORGOT! DAMN! its like DAMN! It was right on top of my mind! DAMN! OH OH! i remembered! I saw my 4D ticket and i remembered! I am going to the US at the end of the year. AFTER 3 YEARS! I AM GRADUATING! HOLY CRAP! haha. Its just amazing! I am going to be a graduate! oh man! I have indeed come very far, since as a kid i hated studying, always failed maths and I thought I will never make it in life. But no, I am here now. I am just so happy. OH OH! sorry attention diverted! As i was saying! I am going to the US TO GRADUATE and finish some modules up! Expenses are going to be a bitch!!! SO i have been trying my luck with 4D and TOTO! Of course never tio la, i mean where got so easy to tio! wah lau! I can never be a gambler cause I always give up halfway! I need lady luck! Or easy JUST PRAY! yaya just use God when you need it ah ANN NEE! Oh well, we will just see how it goes la okie! =)

I just wanna say, I LOVE GUYS! my peeps, my dudes, my babes, my really good friends. =)

love
ann nee

2010-06-02T17:09:00.002+08:00

My brain is stuck. I can't do work anymore. BOOOO! argh. Today is one of those days where everything does not make you happy. I think it the time of the month that is coming. OH MAN! I am so tired, i think i will take a break and let my laptop charge. =(

love
ann nee

2010-05-24T19:16:00.008+08:00

BYE BYE WISDOM TEETH! (well just one side!)

I went to pluck pluck my wisdom teeth. When i reached, I told the dentist PLUCK all FOUR! thank you every much! But he said, one of it on the top right haven't grown yet how you want to pluck pluck all four?! I was like oh! really? Then can i pluck pluck all THREE?! Then he talked me out of it! he said well, why don't you pluck both of it on the left then the right, once the other grows we will pluck it next time. Soooo... I was like OTAY! pluck pluck on the left! And he had to talk and talk and talk did an instant XRAY! Make me nervous sia! I was practically shivering in the dentist chair! I was like I AM GOING TO DIE!!! But it was A OKIE!! The whole surgery only lasted less than 15 minutes, so i asked him about the tooth that hasn't grown and he said oh when you come back for checkup we will do an xray if the tooth is at a position where it won't grow, we will cut the gums up and pull it out together with the grown one! I was thinking nah beh then u dunno how to XRAY TOGETHER AND SEE! JUST PULL LA! GOSH! and he chased me out of the room. I had to sit outside like a small kid waiting for mommy and daddy to pick me up!

When I was on the way home, i looked at my hand and I was like OH NO! WHERE IS MY RING!? SHITE I DROPPED IT AT THE DENTIST!? IVAN IS GOING TO KILL ME! I was so sad but EH i found it at home and I don't remember when i took it off! But THANK GOD! I found it! heheheh!

Anyways, the extraction of the teeth was not as bad as how people described it to be! Ivan got a shock that I did not have hamster face and its not painful anymore! haha! Well, I guess my threshold of pain is quite good! SINCE YOUNG UNTIL NOW! heheheh! The bleeding just stop, I had the pukey feeling again after my surgery and i broke into sweat. I was like OH NO!!!! but after awhile I was alright! Two weeks later, I might just go back and pluck pluck my other side! HAHA!

Thank you my lovely friends who tweeted and messaged!

love
ann nee

2010-05-20T20:51:00.003+08:00

There are times where you just wanna curl up in bed and cry. But then crying in bed would be a pain because you can't breathe properly and nose gets blocked. Crying in the warm shower would be good but coming out of the shower would be a bitch because of the red eyes and nose. I am in pain today, heart, hand, head. When it comes, it just comes. it does not give you a break.

Anyways, its been almost a year since i went to London, Spain and Greece. I miss it a lot. Time passes very fast. Thats why we should appreciate time because once it is gone, it will never come back. That's why I got to learn to appreciate time I have now with school and friends. Just a turn of a year, Greece is in deed crisis. A lovely country but in chaos. sigh. This makes me sad. I hope it will be able to stand up once again. Spain such a nice and happy place. Well i went to the outskirts of Spain, the air so clean and fresh. A journey i took that i never regretted. Traveling on my own, making my way alone to meet geri and gabe. Roaming the streets alone without any fear of bad people going to catch me. It was a great journey, and i miss it a lot.

God bless Greece.

love
ann nee.

2010-04-13T22:01:00.003+08:00

I am so in love with you booo. =) I wish i did not accidentally delete all your messages, especially those that we first started messaging. It would be so nice to go through it once again. =)

my booo, my baby, my love, my forever.

=) i am really a happy girl now.

love
ann nee

2010-03-24T15:24:00.004+08:00

I love this video. =)

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ann nee

2010-03-23T17:44:00.002+08:00

Struggling with my worldview paper now. BOOOOO... My nose is like giving me problem, i do not know if its because i am getting sick or my nose is sensitive to dust. Oh well, i can't decide if i wanna do my worldview paper on happiness or religion OR maybe, i can combine both together like how religion has its own definition of happiness. Oh well, I am not sure. I only wrote four sentences and I am stuck? At least I started on something right? haha. Well, i have to get advice from my WORLD expert. PAPA!!!! =) heheh! Yesterday, I was out with Ivan, heeeeee much love! erm thats besides the point. We were playing with the lomo camera application on my phone while waiting for his friend and we got some nice photos. I think i need to go back to photography soon. My DSLR has been waiting all day and all night for me. =)

love
ann nee

2010-03-19T14:41:00.004+08:00

I don't know how good or healthy this is but I am missing Ivan like NUTS! Out of so many boyfriends, he is the only one who can make me see him everyday and not get sick of him. Minus the days we quarrel, well i don't get sick of him when we quarrel just that we shouldn't see each other when we quarrel, its best to cool down. It has only been 2 days and I miss him so much already. =( I am just glad I can see him tonight, I really can't wait. It sucks more that he has work and I am still finding a job ever since i quit L'olivier. Ivan Ho, Loving you each day more and more and I thank you for loving me back. All his sweet messages that keeps me going and the day i decided to love the weird creature, I have never been happier. =)

later, Peng's birthday party! Cheer up Peng! All will be fine, we will turn up, your friends will turn up! Look forward to it! =)

love
ann nee

2010-03-17T19:35:00.003+08:00

WAH! Thank GOD philosophy classes are over. It was such a drag to go to school for the past 9 days! BLEAH!! out of 9 days, i was only fully awake for 2 days. The rest of the 7 days, my body and me went off to lala land. We had two essay tests and haha I got an A for the first test. Not bad for sleeping in class i must say but I don't know how I would fair for yesterday's essay. Got a 10 - 12 page worldview essay to do for the final paper. BOOOOOOOO!

anyways, lets enjoy first! Thursday, Shirley's birthday and Friday, Peng's 21st Birthday!

p.s. Faster 10pm please! so i can see Ivan!

love
ann nee

2010-02-22T03:20:00.005+08:00

I am happy that I managed to make baby do his assignment. 1 paper down 1 more to go. Just one more day of forcing you to sit down to do your work baby. Finish it and I will be off your back. =) Then YOU CAN STUDY! YEAH NO LAST MINUTE!!!! =) I am proud of you baby! =)

Birthday coming, erm technically I don't have a birthday but I am looking forward to it. I wanna paint my nails for my no birthday day. HAHA!

love
ann nee

2010-02-21T02:50:00.013+08:00

To my beloved...

When you hurt, i hurt
when you are in pain, I am in pain
when you are sad, I am sad and
when you are happy, I am happy.

I hurt when I see you hurt yourself.
My heart breaks to see you injured.
A foolish me, to ignore your kindness.
A person who cares for me and willing to
give me his whole self.
Yet i was too blind to see it, I lost
my temper and showed you my attitude.

Hurting you would be the last thing
I want to do. I do not want to
judge you and would never do that to you.

The tears you shed... Real.
Tears of sadness, tears of love.
When my tears overflow,
you would always clean it off before
it can touch the ground.

The way you look at me with those silly boy eyes, sends
pounding in my heart just like a 14 year old.
The way you smile, makes me smile with
my biggest smile i can ever give.
Your waxy hairstyle, makes my head turn
to look at you again and again.
That face, that face that attracts me to touch,
is filled with unconditional love.

Your embrace keeps me safe
from the outside world.
Protected in your embrace makes me fall to sleep
in peace with a smile plastered on my face.

When you plant kisses on my cheeks,
forehead and lips. It gives me a feeling
of blissfulness and happiness.

They say ignorance is bliss but
to me you are bliss. Being your girlfriend
is the greatest blessing I have ever received in my
whole entire life.

The thought of those calls to the wee hours
of the morning were not coincidental.
You were not an accident, you did not
step into my life coincidentally.
But you were GiVEN, given to me
from someone special.

Each day, I make a decision, a decision
to love you again and again.
I am so deeply in love with you and everyday
i fall deeper into this relationship.
A relationship that is kept so close to my heart.
My wanting to know, to understand, to be patient
and to love you is what I tell myself to do for you.

Ivan Ho, you mean the world to me.
I will never want to leave or lose you.
you are the weight of my life,
the key to my heart,
the person whom I trust, I care.
You are my everything.
No one... Just no one can replace you.

Taking away the moment that make up a dull day.

The phase engraved on my ring,
the phase that means so much to the
both of us...

Wish you were here. (all the time.)

love
ann nee

2010-02-19T01:41:00.002+08:00

EXAM IS COMING!!! AGAIN!!! AHHHHHH! Displaced Aggression application paper down and Prejudice paper to go. What was i thinking man? Choosing prejudice to do a paper? When its intertwine with discrimination? I am stuck la! TOTALLY STUCK! You see, you need prejudice in order to have discrimination but how can i just talk about prejudice without pulling discrimination into the picture? I should have just told Dr. Faha i wanted to do Phobia! okie okie Ann Nee, calm down, prejudice is quite easy, you can do it. PUI all those phobia or other topics you thought you should have done. So PREJUDICE it is! YOU CAN DO IT! Anyway, i quit my job due to the environment I was in. I know it won't do me any good. Its best i leave now rather than get suck in by it. So after exam I am on a mission to FIND A NEW JOB! for now, its back to prejudice and my thick funky psychology book. =)

loving IHYF more each day. =)

love
ann nee

2010-02-16T09:55:00.004+08:00

So it was valentine's day and usually both of us don't celebrate it because we believe its just a day of cheating couples money. But its because its our first valentine's together, we decided to exchange gifts. I DIY a photo album for him, stating my thoughts for each picture and a bracelet that he might well more than a ring. He bought me a ring, engraved with the words "Wish you were here." When i saw the engraving I was like "why that?" Even though i know we used it many times on each other, I just wondered why. There is an explanation how it first came about, but its too long to type it out. I smiled when he told me why he chose those 4 words.

The presents bought were not affected by the price raise because we bought it long ago, we just kept it away. =) So next year, no more Vday presents! Because everyday is Vday! =)

love
ann nee

2010-02-13T23:03:00.000+08:00

I got a ring from him, which engraves "wish you were here." =)

Happy Chinese New Year everyone! collect much angpaos!

love
ann nee

2010-02-11T16:22:00.002+08:00

Love just complained that i bought 2 bags from rockstar in two months. And i went on to say "you bought 2 pair of shoes from leftfoot in 2 weeks!" =) And he laughed. Its been a tough week for the both of us. Last night what I did to him, hurt him a lot. I swear to myself that I will never do that again. I love him a lot and vice versa. I don't want to see this whole thing end. He means a lot to me and I will never want to lose him. I am sorry for everything love and I LOVE YOU TONS. ALWAYS. =)

love
ann nee

2010-01-27T00:40:00.006+08:00

Suppose to meet Maressa and Fahr at 2pm. But they were late because of filming, so i called IVAN to see if he can come meet me. Thank god he could! we sat around, walk around, eat and i bought a FCUK blouse for $50! hehe. Then Fio called to see if i was free to meet, she wanted to pass me the presents she got for me and Ivan. SOOOOO SWEET! So we all met at fort canning park and man we had FUN FUN FUN! laughing and joking, speaking in malay, lepat there and took photos. It was really fun! =)

It was our 1 month and we totally forgot about it until we left each other! haha! Happy 1st Month IVAN HO YI FAN!

That day at work we were playing in the kitchen and damn! GEOK WAS DAMN PLAYFUL SIA! It was fun playing with flour but they could not touch me! Because i had to see customers! WAHAHAHAHAHA!

Loving my L'olivier colleagues aka good friends in crime!

love
ann nee

2010-01-25T01:59:00.005+08:00

Not to create anymore misunderstandings, took off the name TTFF. TTFF was never an exclusive group and it was never a group. I agree that we are all friends and the album will be filled with memories. With all of us. =)

p.s. Did not know i hurt you jean, so sorry about it. forgive me. =)

love
ann nee

2010-01-23T12:15:00.008+08:00

Went to work yesterday, stayed at work until 4 plus To spend time with Pat, Geok and shirley. Then left to meet Ivan. Life at work would be different without the 3 of them. They gonna leave L'olivier to continue their studies and get better jobs but Shirley may consider staying if boss raises her pay. I think she deserves a higher pay too. For your information, Geok and Shirley are sisters. =) Love them 3. ;)

Ivan came to pick me up from work and we were deciding where to go shopping. He could not wait to get his butt out of Tanjong Pagar la! I suggested to go get a good proper slippers and he agreed! We went to Ion and he bought his first pair of black havaianas. He also said that its his most expensive slippers, got to keep it away from his dog Gigi. haha. I bought 3 t-shirts, all white, two with pattern and white plain with a pocket on the left. I showed it to Ivan with a smile, and joked with him that we can wear it together! and he laughed. I proceeded to put that t-shirt back because I never like couple wear neither does he. He walked to me and he picked it up and said just buy it la. You need more t-shirts instead of shirts! So i bought it and i turned to him and said if you wear your white t-shirt out you must message me and he went "Noooooo!" Before he could finish his sentence, I butt in to say, "Eh wait la let me say finish." And before i can finish my sentence he went on saying "oh you want me to message you because you don't want us to wear the same thing ah?!" I was like "ya! I knew you thought i wanted couple wear!" We both laughed. Again he carried my shopping bags. How sweet is that? Very sweet. =) He always opens the door to a cab for me and lets me in first. =)

love
ann nee

2010-01-21T17:33:00.003+08:00

After what has happened, babe i am sorry for all the misunderstandings and the hurt that i have caused you. I never meant for all this to happen. Never meant to want to hurt you at all and if i have said anything to offend you, my sincere apologizes to you, peng. You are a friend to me and will always be.

love
ann nee

2010-01-19T14:49:00.003+08:00

my decisions do to some things, so it won't make things worse. But it looks like i upset you even more only. i am sorry about it, i do care.

love
ann nee

2010-01-19T01:43:00.004+08:00

Do you know i love you much? YES YOU DO! =D Thank you for carrying my shopping bags yesterday!

love
ann nee

2010-01-17T23:21:00.004+08:00

WOOOOOOHOOOOO! EXAM OVER YEAH! oh the mugging paid off i hope! tough paper i must say. Gonna study psych next module, i bought the textbook already. $50 just flew off like that. What a bummer! Yesterday, went to PLAY with mo, linus, xander, ivan and fio! Play is a GAY CLUB! ahhhhh! those stupid guys i went with got picked! haha! so funny la! and poor fio and me could only just see but cannot touch. sigh BUMMER! Experience though i must say!

anyways, I love TTFF a lot. =) Fio, A.L.O.Y, Ivan, Mo, Lefttool, Mr. Bi, Ressa, Fahr and Linus! =D

love
ann nee

2010-01-09T17:48:00.002+08:00

I have a blog but its currently DEAD! hahahahahaha! but... I love Ivan Ho Yi Fan. =) My boo boo fixer! =) and i am glad that Mr. A.L.O.Y is better! I am happy that he is happy with Michelle! =) Going to see Mr Bi is love, Lefttool and Momo tonight to do project. Miss them much much... =) Miss my babes MUCH MUCH TOO! Ressa and FAHRIYAH! =) and OH one more thing! thank you darling wen for the MS office! MUACHZ!

love
ann nee

2009-12-24T17:40:00.002+08:00

Its already Christmas Eve! What a year man! Its coming to an end already. This year Christmas is just like another day man. I love Christmas so much but this year is just shit for me man. I have been so busy with work and school. Until i had no time, just no time for anything. No time to spend with my parents, no time to trim my hair, no time for my eyebrows, no time to pack my room, no time to put lightings up my room and no time to shop to feel the christmas spirit. All in all, i don't have time for myself. To do something for myself. So i hope that all you understand that its not that i don't want to spend time with you guys. Its just that I am already hardly home to see my parents, how do i spend time with others? Forgive me if i have neglected anyone of you guys. My MSN is just on for the sake of ONing it. I don't talk to anyone online. Do understand but if you don't, there is really nothing i can do about it.

Anyways, on a lighter note, its Christmas Eve! Enjoy yourself you guys!

love
ann nee

2009-12-20T17:06:00.002+08:00

TTFF consist of Junmo, Xander, Raihan, Ivan, Fio, Aloy, Fahr, Maressa, Linus, Jean and ME! =D

love
ann nee

2009-12-16T10:01:00.003+08:00

He is sick, I am sick. Almost everyday after school, we have to go to work and go home to study for next's day's quiz. Worried for him because he coughs so badly and *sigh of relief* I managed to convince him to go see the doctor. I am giving him up to tomorrow to see the doctor if not i will drag him to the doorstep of the doctor's! If you don't see doctor then you won't be able to enjoy INFECTED ahhhhh!!!

Silly dude, there is nothing to feel what you feel. i will always be there to fix you when ya hurt, to hold on to you, to pick you up when you fall and to send you my love all the time. =)

On a side note: Christmas is next week! haiyo! this year i don't have the chance to go shopping. =( sooooo sad right? my mommy and bro helped me to get my presents for my family. =D Mommy not happy I go work and school instead of the doctors! Mama, understand okie? I really need to study each night after work. I will be fine soon! I am going to study now before school starts later. =)

Look at what stupid mo was doing!

love
ann nee

2009-12-14T21:24:00.001+08:00

I don't think i understand you enough.

love
ann nee

2009-12-13T19:10:00.006+08:00

Sorry guys! i haven't been updating for a long time. Been really busy with work and now school. After school, i have to get to work, after work i have to study for next day's quiz. The cycle continues again the next day. Until i don't have the time to clear my room and plunk my eyebrows. But i am enjoying it and have no complains at all. =)

I have fallen sick! my voice is gone! I hope tomorrow it will be better so that my classmates won't make fun of my voice! =) hehe. I already know who will already make fun of me! My dumb colleagues already had their fair share of making fun already. Imagine them making more fun at me tomorrow when i go to work!

My lecturer Dr. J is a cool guy! i like him a lot! he is very patient and he is not what we all thought he was. He makes me wanna go to school. =)

Ahhhh... LL is such a sweet guy! Two nights ago i was telling him that my throat was hurting like mad and the next day when he reached school he brought 2 tablets of lozenges for me. Love you LL. =) LL, always seemed to be caught in the middle then i wonder who ever stops to think about how he feels? Remember you always have me when you need a listening ear. I will always be there for you! Haha, He is always Mr. Bookshop! With all of my nonsense borrowing staple and scissors! =) you rock my socks!

Aloy got into a bike accident yesterday, got us all worried. He looked like he was in great pain. I hope he is better today and i hope all the problems he is going through will just leave him one day. Stay strong my dear friend! =)

Ivan, we go through a lot. Quarreled, argued big time, raised our voice at one another and we sometimes disagree of certain things. But there are times where we agree on things, have much smiles and laugh, poking and making fun of each other. It makes it all much fun and enjoyable. =) I am really happy when i am with him. =)

I have such a sexy voice until i want to laugh. NAH BEI! BOOOHOOO! =(

Got to go study! =) If not FAIL AH!

p.s. I am sorry wen, for not being able to spend time with you that friday. I had to go get book and had homework to do. Soon soon, i will spend time with you.

love
ann nee

2009-12-05T17:30:00.002+08:00

Work's a BITCH MAN!! Bitch in a good way! i love my job! haha. I love the people there. Yesterday was my first wine event and i thought everyone was going to be bitchy and angry. But this people were rushing but at the same time they had time to joke and smile man. I love them!

Last thursday, met up with LINUS LUI! LL! We had his LONG AWAITED superdog! I miss him soo much! We had a great catchup just talking about stuff. LOVE YOU LL! We caught New Moon, oh man it was so draggy la. But we came to a conclusion that our 8 bucks was worth it because of how draggy it was. haha. But that Edward Collins is sooooo handsome! After movie, we went to Cityhall to eat dinner because i was going to meet Ivan. We had thai express. LL and me has a new phase Donch Care, Donch Bother! and one more. Ah Ka liao! haha!

Then we went up to Mcdonalds to meet Ivan and when Ivan and me were smoking. The three of us were looking at my new expensive tumbler.

LL asked "Eh your tumbler quite expensive ah? I thought you had a cheap starbucks one?
Me: "No la the only bottles you see on the study table are Ice Mountain bottles."
Ivan: "Buy from canteen right?!
Me: "Ya! haha"
Ivan: $0.80 or $0.90?"
Me: "$0.90 la!"
LL: "SO EXPENSIVE LA!"
LL and Me at the same time: "NTUC can get for like $0.40"
Me: "Ya so cheap la! they sometimes have promotion for big bottles like 3 for $1."
LL: "PLEASE LA! not big bottles la, you would carry big bottles out MEH!?"
Me: "I used to buy ah!"
LL and Ivan: "WHY!"
Me: "Oh because i was addicted to it last time. I thought there was a special taste to it."
LL and Ivan: "WHAT?!"
LL: "You take bottles of ice mountain and shower ah! CRAZY!"
LL: "wait till i tell DIDI that eh you know ah ann nee is hooked on ice mountain?"
LL and Ivan *laughs again and again.

IDIOTS! with friends like this who need enemies eh?!

love them la!

=)

love
ann nee

2009-12-02T20:25:00.001+08:00

I love you and i make a decision to love you again and again each day.

love
ann nee

2009-11-29T15:42:00.003+08:00

Today, my mom went to the dentist to get her teeth removed because it was causing her a great amount of pain. So the rest of us went to church together, my bro and I were really late for choir practice. Church was okie on the whole just that in intervals I was daydreaming and I was dozing in and out of sleep. Was really sleepy and hungry at the same time.

Went for lunch at Kallang and after lunch, we were on our way home and Michael was sitting behind with me. There were lots of laughter and making of noise. We were poking and disturbing each other. The whole scene reminded me of us when we were really young. Where we will all have to sit behind and papa driving. We will be playing shoot the car games, poking, laughing and joking together. It was really fun to reminisce all that. The good old times and this makes me reaffirm myself why I should love my family no matter what.

love
ann nee

2009-11-28T17:49:00.003+08:00

Death is Nothing at All.

Death is nothing at all
I have only slipped away into the next room
I am I and you are you
Whatever we were to each other
That we are still

Call me by my old familiar name
Speak to me in the easy way you always used
Put no difference into your tone
Wear no forced air of solemnity or sorrow
Laugh as we always laughed
At the little jokes we always enjoyed together
Play, smile, think of me, pray for me

Let my name be ever the household word that it always was
Let it be spoken without effort
Without the ghost of a shadow in it
Life means all that it ever meant
It is the same as it ever was
There is absolute unbroken continuity

What is death but a negligible accident?
Why should I be out of mind
Because I am out of sight?

I am waiting for you for an interval
Somewhere very near
Just around the corner
All is well

Nothing is past; Nothing is lost
One brief moment and all will be as it was before
How we shall laugh at the trouble of parting when we meet again!

Henry Scott Holland (1847-1918)

2009-11-20T23:17:00.002+08:00

I miss A.L.O.Y, Ivan, Ahmad, Junmo, Lefttool, Xander (Mr. Bi) and Jean.

love
ann nee

2009-11-20T15:54:00.001+08:00

I GOT A JOB YO!! YEAH!!!!!!!

love
ann nee

2009-11-19T14:34:00.002+08:00

Its raining and I am stuck at home. I hope the rain stops soon so i can go for my darn run! IRRITATING MAN! Growing up to make my day though! It looks like Growing Up is going to end soon. Gary and the wife quarreling now. HAIYO!

Because of you, I smile and laugh all the time. =)

p.s. Another month of not being able to foot my bills.

love
ann nee

2009-11-16T17:43:00.004+08:00

FUCK! I CAN STILL RUN! after such a long while, i went for a run today and DAMN i can run! I am so amazed and happy but oh! I can feel aches in the legs, thighs and back!!! GOODNESS! I AM GONNA SUFFER TONIGHT! =( but hey! lefttool will be so proud of me! haha!!! I wonder if lefttool went to the gym today! =) and oh MY NEW PAIR OF RUNNING SHOES ARE AWESOME!

Tomorrow is A.L.O.Y's birthday! We are all meeting him for lunch tomorrow! YEAH! I still I should get him a box of ciggies! haha!
=)

OH WOW! LEFTTOOL TAGGED ME IN ONE OF HIS RAPPING VIDEO!

love
ann nee

2009-11-15T15:32:00.007+08:00

Friday night was crazy yo! I met Raihan at 7plus and went to pick Ivan up. You must be thinking, confirm go out and chill la! No lor! We went to do work and study for the next day's exam! Rai needed my laptop to do the hacker crap thingy. SO! we stopped to eat dinner first and then to tampines community centre to start our studying and assignment. The FIO CAME to join us! She and ivan did not finish their assignment and lefttool was left with hacker. Due to no powerpoints to charge our laptops, we had to go east coast. Hours later, Mr. Bi came to meet us! by 3plus I was shit tired already and lefttool left to go home to finish his library report and annotated. Mr. Bi went home to print stuff. Ivan, Fio and me stayed back because I was supposed to help Ivan with annotated. And man he is really fussy la! When i know the correct method, he purposely must do his own way! PEK CEK BO!?

I was pek cek la and I needed to meet lefttool at 730am because he needed Charco to do his last test. So after helping Ivan, we left and cabbed back home at 630am. Rushed to leave my brother a note because he did not see me for 24 hours, charged laptop, put new songs into ipod, wash clothes, choose clothes, bathe, crap, dress up, messaged maressa, considering between slippers or shoes, makeup and repacked my bag. Ran out off the house without the black jacket and i was freezing cold la! Got into lefttool's car and vrooom we left! and man were we tired! Picked Ivan up and off to school for the darn exam. Had a short power nap in the car and that power nap got me through another 16 hours for the whole day. A TOTAL OF 38 HOURS WITHOUT SLEEP. Really pushing my body to the limit la! quite cool if you ask me because lefttool, van and fio did not sleep too! we were really off man.

Exam was quite easy but I could not stand sitting inside the classroom so, I was the 3rd to leave the room. After that Fio and me had to help A.L.O.Y do his last minute work. WIN ALREADY! Went for lunch and I did not go home! the rest went home to say hello to dreamland. Van and me were the last ones hanging until we met up with the rest again at night for a drink and for the first time, I slept while drinking! Was only awake when i spoke to lefttool, we had another heart to heart talk! I was so tired and i left with Mo to go home because he was tired too. Came home, changed and slept. I had no energy to bathe again and yeah I DID bathe before i met the rest. I was so tired until i did not wake up for mass and choir.

SO i got to go church later in the evening. Yes yes, i was thinking of not going but my parents are back from thailand! So must go! =( if not kaaaaaaaaaaaana! haha! Maybe i should nap first. =)

p.s. oh if you are wondering who is lefttool, lefttool is raihan, raihan is lefttool! and lefttool is POPULAR! he is a rapper! I GOT A POPULAR RAPPER FRIEND! WHOOOOOO! and who is MR. BI? next time then tell you la! but something you must know, MR. BI IS LOVE! but his love not to me ah! I gave him that nickname though and i love to short form people's name if you haven't realized! Gaga's bad romance is nice!

love
ann nee

2009-11-13T13:31:00.003+08:00

Exam tomorrow, done with the DARN ASSIGNMENT. Left a few hours to just look through notes but then again STUDY WHAT CRAP!? The fat piece of lard is so LAZY LA! ask us to bring book into exam hall for like an open book exam. Do you believe her? I so don't la! even if she allow, those dumb invigilators will not allow us la. STUPID LARD!

Anyway! i am waiting for lunch to come. SO HUNGRY! Going to meet Rai later. =)

love
ann nee

2009-11-11T02:19:00.004+08:00

You wouldn't know how much i love WEN. =)

And its not for anyone to question that.

love
ann nee

2009-11-10T13:04:00.004+08:00

My wall of fame! Spot yourself! =)

AH SHIT! assignment and coffee time again. fucking tired.

p.s. Amazing, he woke up already.

love
ann nee

2009-11-09T16:13:00.006+08:00

My body is officially fucked up now and it happens everytime when there is a exam going on. ARGH! My body is hanging on coffee now and I am pushing my body to its limit man. As i drown myself with tons of coffee, at the other corner of my room there are boxes of brands essence of chicken piling up in my room and i can hear it tell me "Drink me you dumb one! you need me!" CB! And to make things worse it rained! all the more i wanted to go sleep!

As i drink my coffee, do my darn research, type out my reports, i am blasting my ears out with music. I think i am gonna go deaf at a early age. But let me tell you, earphones are the best invention. Love them! love them! =)

Back to the darn report that has been staring at me. I never want to see mitiz anymore la!

I bought a new pair of Sanuks! but ARGH! DARN SANUKS TOO! so expensive. haha! =)

love
ann nee

2009-11-08T17:36:00.004+08:00

=( the sad face says it all. Its Iggy's last weekend in HFC and he gave his last homily to all of us today. I was really tired but his inspiring homily kept me awake for the whole mass. He started out his speech by saying that we are all procrastinators and we always find a chance to push back what we are suppose to do. Thats why we are never able to fulfill our dreams.

Iggy went on to say, "What makes us human?" Is it our head or heart that makes us human? He answered its not our heart, our heart don't make us human because a chicken has a heart too. He went on saying and pointing at us saying "Its our conscience that makes us human." If you have a dream and if you use your heart to think, you will never be able to fulfill your dream but if oneself uses his/her conscience to think and listen to the conscience of GOD! thats when you are able to fulfill what you have been dreaming.

Have you heard of mediation? Iggy quickly said "AH! i know you people hear oh mediation! no good! but its not that mediation that i am talking about." He was saying that mediation is in a form of sleeping and day dreaming. Sometimes, sleeping makes you think and he said you know youngsters like to daydream ah! in your context is called STONING LA! When he said daydreaming i was fucking daydreaming on the spot too. But he went on saying, when oneself daydreams, that person is actually thinking and so go on and daydream and think all you want! I was like wow! and fuck at the same time. Because Iggy sounded like B and ya I am starting to believe that we must listen to our conscience and to what God has to say.

He gave a very simple example and yet easy to understand. "You see! my heart wants to stay at HFC but my mind tells me that i have to go to the other church to do what God wants me to do." =)

I am so going to miss Iggy and i am going to miss how he calls me "ANN NEEEEE!" and how he blesses me on my forehead. =) Take care fr iggy. You will be missed but we know you God calls you to share with others what you have shared with us. =)

I now truely believe in using our conscience to think and the conscience's of God. =)

love
ann nee

2009-11-07T03:19:00.002+08:00

Today, was a long but yet happy day. All my worries and pain was like just lifted over a period of one night. I am glad i went for the party. I am glad I saw all of them again. Ice has been broken, its the effort that I should and must put in. I am really happy and i realized I miss her a lot. =)

Time will tell and heal all wounds.

love
ann nee

2009-11-06T01:52:00.002+08:00

I am talking to B now. He is typing his resume and he just asked me to SSSSSHHHH! wah lau! so RUDE LA! HE AH! NB LEH!!!!! aiya, but still love him la. NB!

love
ann nee

2009-11-02T14:36:00.003+08:00

I am going to start on my assignment now! OH well, i mean i don't have a darn choice also right? Mulan is on Disney channel now. I like the song they are singing whee!

Oh another thing Mo has moved to the EAST! YEAH! it means i get to see more of MO! =) Gonna see him tomorrow!

To you: Can you wake up already? Its almost 3pm! hurry up! =)

love
ann nee

2009-10-31T19:00:00.003+08:00

Off to G's house for Halloween party in 20 minutes time and its pouring cats and dogs. Its been a long time since i hung out with those peeps. Kinda miss them. =) What am i dressing as? haha. A nerd! Well I don't know yet but i will just bring my yellow nerd specs. Well Benny boy is coming over to pick me now. GOT TO GO!

p.s. I love your company always. =)

love
ann nee

2009-10-29T10:50:00.002+08:00

My parents are coming back tonight, and AHHHHHHH! they are not picking up their phone! I need to know what time to pick them up! I hope they are alright though. Shit worried for them la, never like that la. They only called 2 times for the whole darn trip. WAH LAU! Responsible a bit more can parents? I better stop ranting and get my butt to finish the house chores. AHHHHH! house chores. Hate it.

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ann nee

2009-10-27T12:28:00.001+08:00

I reflect on how much I love my ITE friends. It's been 4 fucking years and I realize that I still love them so much. Our childishness and laughter together mixes so fucking well. I really dunno how to describe this feeling but it's a feeling I love and will wanna keep it forever with me. I love u adrian, Andy, wen, leen, xiaowei, xiangling, dessy poo, srz and chel.

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ann nee

2009-10-25T13:24:00.003+08:00

Managed to dragged my tired body out of bed in the morning for mass. I haven't dressed so sloppy for a very long time for church. I wore denim skirt, a lousy shirt and slippers! This is what i do when i am shit tired. Choir was tiring today, my voice did not seem to be ready for singing at all. Found it really difficult. ARGH! I got to rest for awhile, i got to go for 2 parties later and am really dead tired already. =(

Got to wear a dress later. ARGH!

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ann nee

2009-10-24T02:05:00.002+08:00

Three parties this weekend! wheeeeeeeeee... can u sense my excitement? HA!

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ann nee.

2009-10-22T14:54:00.000+08:00

I love you. =)

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ann nee

2009-10-21T01:47:00.002+08:00

arghh! for someone fussy! i have to say this again. I babe, you are really great. =)

But i still think you are a fussy shit. =D

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ann nee

2009-10-19T20:52:00.002+08:00

Thanks for everything I beb. =) you are really great.

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ann nee

2009-10-19T01:11:00.003+08:00

Fuck! i haven't been to HFC for 2 weeks! I haven't seen HFC for a good two weeks! I don't know man, its like suddenly, i don't see a need to go to church? Shit man. this is no good. At the looks of it, i am becoming a drop out catholic. What the hell am i thinking or doing? Sigh. I need to re-evlauate myself as a Catholic. For now i am a fucked up one.

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ann nee

2009-10-15T14:52:00.002+08:00

I am officially kicking myself. The migraine is killing me so bad. I hate it. ARGH! I am like hook on medicine, its like without it i can't combat my headaches and migraines. On the bright side, i get to party my weekend and i got a job for this Sunday. =)

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ann nee

2009-10-13T21:15:00.001+08:00

Slept at 7am today, was talking on the phone and for the whole day i have a fucked up migraine! Oh so fucked up. Really! I got to be alright by Friday, i got two parties YO! =)

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ann nee

2009-10-12T15:54:00.003+08:00

I have not paid my phone bill for 2 months, so if you guys can't get me. You know why! =)

OR MAYBE! you guys can help me save BY NOT CONTACTING ME! ooooooh just kidding! love you all! =)

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ann nee

2009-10-11T12:49:00.005+08:00

The study break cum holidays are here and i think i should start reading my long overdue storybooks. Sent out a number of resumes already. Keeping my fingers crossed that i get a job soon! Like REAL SOON! I really want a job so i can replace my Macbook. Apparently, Charco is really dying and I need to replace it before i get to the States next year. At the looks of it Charco may not survive by end of this year. But then again, i need the money to buy it la and i refuse to take money from my parents. DOUBLE SIGH! haha. So if any of you have job recommendations please let me know. I don't mind working while studying! =) Its time, I need to learn to survive like an adult already. Please Lord! Help me get a job! =)

I did not go for choir and church today, so sad! I wanted to go but mom said stay home and don't pass the virus to others. I used to love the pontang church feeling. But now, i am sad. =(

I am soooo tired, the cough mixture is kicking in, i can't see properly with my glasses. I am becoming blind!

p.s. My hair is actually growing faster than i expected. =) By Christmas, my hair will be quite long. =)

I saw YOU again today at Siglap Macs during lunch but I avoided you once more, cause it reminds me of how you betrayed my trust.

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ann nee

2009-10-10T14:48:00.004+08:00

Its a Saturday and i am stuck at home once again. =( Fever and headache has gone away but the other symptoms are still flying around. I think my cough is worse than usual and I just woke up coughing big time. I have not gotten this bad for such a long long time. Its a sign of getting old! AH! haha. I think i should go batheeeeeeee. =)

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ann nee

2009-10-09T23:42:00.002+08:00

I must so blog this. Because of my flu, my brother bought me sweets to cheer me up. His girlfriend got me hamburger sweet. So touched! so sweet! =)

Feels nice talking to ORBIT!

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ann nee

2009-10-09T17:26:00.005+08:00

What a weekend man! I am officially sick la! Na beh! Fever, runny nose, cough and headache. Every sign of a BAD FLU! CHEE BEH! KNN! =( Mr Flu, thank u for landing on me! because of you! I can't hang out with my good friend today!

Hopefully, Ivan can get me a job at Rice Communications. =)

p.s. Thankful for friends like A.I.A. =)

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ann nee

2009-10-08T19:08:00.004+08:00

Ahhhhhhhhh... I am sick. =( I just woke up from my nap feeling worse. What could i have expected? I sit next to two sick guys everyday. A lesson learnt. Don't wonder! I was wondering yesterday, eh my wisdom tooth has not given me problem for the past 1 month and eh surprising i never catch the flu bug! And now! i am sick and a new wisdom tooth is growing! pain la! na beh! Thank you Ivan and Mo for contributing the flu to me. I appreciate it so much. Love you guys man. I also think almost everyone in class is not well.

Tissue papers piling up right in front of me. Looks like i need my dustbin at my bedside tonight. ahhhhh...

p.s. October is a month of birthdays man! I got so many birthday parties to go to. =)

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ann nee

2009-10-06T20:31:00.007+08:00

YEAAAAAAAAAAAH! No hard homework today! I am SOOOOOOOOOO DARN HAPPY! Hung out at MD and Cityhall, met Ivan's friend, Teddy. All of us felt very very happy because we did not need to do research and stuff today. Okie okie, we are supposed to research but we don't need to pass it up. So we decided to self declare not to do work but! we did our online assignment la. That teacher should be happy man!!!!!!! =)

I am soooooooo tired. Yawn Yawn. I wanna sleep.

I trusted you but what you did, make me not even want to look at you and when i saw you at Siglap's starbucks last Sunday, I totally did not want to call you.

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ann nee

2009-10-05T18:15:00.002+08:00

How boring can school be man? I went to school half asleep and found myself sleeping at the end of class. After class was Bugis and Arab Street. I must say chilling and laughing out loud is the best thing in life. What more can i ask for? Maybe i can ask for more sleeping time. Sleeping time pass so much faster than class! I can't stand it! BLEAH! Its homework and ice cream time!

The name Alice in Trance makes me laugh my socks out! =)

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ann nee

2009-10-04T18:00:00.004+08:00

The weekend is about to end. Its been a tiring week and i practically slept my Saturday away. Feeling dead once again, need to sleep but homework awaits me. I guess taking a nap is no harm! =)

R and I, hope you guys are okie. =)

I still need a fucking break.

Grow hair grow...

p.s. if i had a chance, i will tell you i still miss you.

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ann nee

2009-10-03T12:29:00.002+08:00

If you slept at 5.30am, don't ever say to your family you wanna have lunch with them at 12.30pm. YOU WILL BE DEAD TIRED! Yawn. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

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ann nee

2009-10-03T05:12:00.004+08:00

5.15am, i just came home. =) The peeps were tired but yet happening.

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ann nee

2009-10-02T00:41:00.001+08:00

Give me a FUCKING BREAK!

2009-10-01T17:36:00.008+08:00

It was a batteryless day. I know that there is no word like that la! My ipods went out of battery and my phone was out battery. Thats for not bothering to charge them and i still haven't charged them! Goodness Ann Nee!

These few days, i haven't had much appetite. Throat has been rejecting the food that i am feeding my stomach. Sigh i do not know why, maybe i got too much on my mind. The sad thing is i have been wasting a great amount of food. My brother just bought dinner back for me and i am just staring at my favourite Chicken Rice. Not entice to eat it at all. I should learn to stop ordering food. =(

p.s. Orbit should be back in London.

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ann nee

2009-10-01T00:27:00.009+08:00

In midst of my homework, i left home and took the car to fetch AB and geri to the airport. We were there to send Orbit off. I miss him now. He going back to London, reminds me of the time we spent in London. =)

The stupid things we do.

Orbit Cher.

Take care Orbit! No matter how much i miss you, i will still call you Orbit! One and only! =) See you in a year's time my dude. =) help me say hello to Mr. handsome when you see him in school!

Tomorrow, i am going running, i need it desperately. I am too tired to do stuff, suppose to iron clothes but can't so i need to wake up very early tomorrow! and i didn't charge my phone so if i don't answer calls or reply to messages tomorrow. you know why! =) or maybe because of my way overdue bill. ah! crap la i never did pick up phone calls anyway!

p.s. damn i miss my long hair. another 1 year for it to grow. DAMN IT!

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ann nee

2009-09-29T18:38:00.001+08:00

What has been said and done has been said and done. Let it be Ann Nee. No matter how hard you try, the situation is still the same. Let it be.

2009-09-28T01:19:00.002+08:00

I am tired, one thing after another. Why won't anyone stop and give me a break? Its just one Sunday, filled with tons of issues. I have to face it on my own. Just give me a break. please? Thats all i ask.

2009-09-27T20:53:00.006+08:00

Was going through my Camino videos once again and realized that i missed the Camino a lot. Spending 5 weeks in Europe is definitely no joke but then again its a trip that i never regretted. The trip ignited my love for traveling and finally understood why a friend of mine always loved traveling. It has also strengthen my friendship with Orbit and Geri.

Geri and me held a friendship for many years and man we go way way back. Back to 6 years ago. We have worked along side with each other during our happening days in church. (Now old already, not that happening!) There was never once, we quarreled especially when she was chair and i was vice chair for camp incredible. You could say that it was her baby. I was so afraid of saying yes to being vice chair, because i was afraid of conflicts and it might just ruin that friendship. Believe me, i have seen many close friends become enemies because of conflicts on a certain situation. To my surprise, we never argued, we never quarreled during the 6 months of planning. Ask me how, i don't know too. =) But am glad, our friendship worked out fine till this day.

Orbit? Well i didn't know him well but i knew him. All we did last time was just say hi and bye. After the trip, i got to know the other side of him and it was definitely a different impression i had of him last time. He is a really sweet guy and he took great care of us when we were on our trip. A bit kiasu but still i appreciated every kiasuness he had in him. =) I kinda miss the way he nagged at us when we were buying stuff. It was funny at the same time irritating. I am going to miss him when he goes back to London! haha, it was so fun blaming everything on him during the Camino and at the same time he was always up to it! =)

I am suddenly lost for words cause something just came into my mind. So i will just leave everything like this for now.

Have a good week ahead everyone and take care.

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ann nee

2009-09-26T19:52:00.003+08:00

I chopped off my hair and its back to being short again. Thanks to my mom, making me go trim my hair and it looked like crapped, had no choice but to go chop it off once again. She has been making wrong decisions for me these few times and i don't know why. She makes me unhappy with her comments and the things she says. Its not as if she hasn't said enough but she keeps adding on stuff that i am so tired to continue having a conversation with her. Sigh i don't know why she is like that to me all the time. She just lashed out a whole chuck of words out again and i totally give up talking. Just totally give up.

I am having a bad headache now, should just get into bed early. Enough of her voice for today.

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ann nee

2009-09-24T21:23:00.003+08:00

OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH crap, i just got my handphone bill in the mail. I realized i did not pay last month's bill. I totally forgot about it. Its overdue with this month's bill. BOOOOHOOOOO! =(

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ann nee

2009-09-21T12:37:00.002+08:00

Came back from Malaysia last night, it was fun, met some nice cousins and friends. It was crazy drinking sessions in KL. We drank like we never drank before. =) Lost RM200 in Genting but it was still fun, trying to guess which side will win. Most of the time, i was correct though. =) Someone should thank me for it. I wonder who? =) Just glad that MO and stef had a great time in Malaysia.

p.s. Suddenly I miss chel, SRZ and desmond bff. =)

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ann nee

2009-09-15T09:39:00.010+08:00

Kumar is so funny! He never fails to crack me up! I love him! Watch this! there is part 2 and 3 but watch part 1 first and if you like it you can go YouTube to watch the other 2! =)

I am off to Malaysia tomorrow morning with the peeps! =)

My knee is fine already, thanks to the 91bucks! Actually the 91 bucks doctor did not help much to my knee anyway! I had to go back to Dr. Koh the next day! Thanks to Dr. Koh, i think without him i would have to chop off my knee! OOoookie! i am just being tooo over dramatic! But Yes, Orbit! you can be proud of him!

Thanks peeps for asking how my knee is every time when i see you guys. Well it was an embarrassing moment to fall in front of you guys but i rather fall in front of all you than in front of other people! Thanks to other peeps who got a shock and got concerned! Everything is good and much appreciated! Love you all! =) The sad part is, my old injury is back from OUTER SPACE! So saaaaaaad but i will just heck the injury and start running next week. haha.

This year's fall has been done! So I will wait for next year to fall again! Its a yearly thing, i mean i am a total klutz! Something i cannot avoid! =)

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ann nee

2009-09-10T21:43:00.002+08:00

Oh my goodness, so funny! i am talking to J beb and LL on MSN. LL is making me laugh like crazy and he scold me for being RANDOM AGAIN! and J beb? Ahhhh its just J beb la, actually he is making me laugh too! =)

p.s. Sudden cough. tsk tsk!

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ann nee

2009-09-10T13:32:00.010+08:00

Guinness with Red Bull is not bad! 1759. To arthur guinness for 250 years!

TO ARTHUR! =)

Last night was filled with queuing, drinking,

dancing and smoking at Butter. The guys were really sweet

last night. They protected us a lot. Okie, i should change

my words, they are sweet all the time. =)

Apple is so irritating! haha. They just came out with

such nice colors for their Ipod and shuffle! I think i should wait

longer to buy my MacBook.

I also just realized that i have had my blog for almost

5 years but i only have had 400 over posts! I blog too little! =)

p.s. i should go sweep my floor and i just finished watching the

last episode of yesterday's HK show. It was a dumb ending!

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ann nee

2009-09-09T14:04:00.005+08:00

Charco Chow is dying! repairing it makes it not worth it because with that money i can buy a new MAC. I am sad that it is dying though. The battery has officially kong off. the screen is going off anytime soon! Makes me worried that my iphone will spoil after 2 years! How how?! haha. Oh well, looks like i may have to invest in a new macbook. It really all depends la. Mom says i should just go get it and sell off Charco Chow. But how much is charco chow worth anyway? Maybe i should call the Mac Evangelist to ask him what kind of lobang he can get for me to sell it off. That Mac Evangelist has impressed me quite a bit, like knowing how long i had Charco for, using what OS but i will see how.

My knee is healing but suddenly there is a pain in the bone, i think its my old injury. So much for wanting to go back to running. The disgusting medicine is giving me rashes! DARN MEDICINE! i don't like medicine la. =(
But YAKULT IS GOOOD! I am going to do my own nails today. =)

p.s. Every since my dad retired, everyday is like Sunday.

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ann nee